Follow, or not to follow?

When occurring a situation, I tend to ask people :"What should I do?"

People tend to tell me :"Follow your heart."

It all depends.

What if your heart is the cause of everything?

Do you still have confidence to follow wherever your heart directs you to?

People tend to speak without filtering the words through that thing in our skull labelled "BRAIN".

As we categorize people, I'm somehow included into the list.

You have a sense of pride when speaking whatever is in your heart, but after that, you somehow feel awkward and guilty of what you have just done maybe just seconds ago.

That's what occurred to me.

Should I say, follow my heart now?

I don't think so.

Somehow, after incidents like this, I don't trust what my heart says anymore.

But then, what should I trust?

My hands? My legs? My body?

Humans are controlled by the emotions of the heart.

Not the Brain.

somehow

somehow, pain is pain when u suffered it the first time.

somehow, pain isn't pain when u suffered it a few more times.

somehow, pain doesn't feel te pain anymore.

Somehow, I lost my sense of pain.

Of all the millions and billions and trillions of people,

God chose us to be us and act like us.

WE, did not choose who we wanna be, we were asked to be who we must be.

I do not act like myself, I'm always out there acting to be "me".

Nobody actually knows the inner "me", the "me" inside my heart, the one living with "you".

"you" on the other hand, is all I got.