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2011-08-08T11:20:00.001+08:00

and here it goes again. my hell-like life.

revenge. if i could.

2011-05-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

you know, I don't hold on to grudges.

the only thing I do, if I could, is revenge.

Yeaaaaaaaa it could already half a year since, and I have been laughing and smiling at you but guess what, I'm trying to make you eat shyt inside my heart.

If I could, I would chop you into pieces, if murder wasn't a crime.

For what you did, as a friend, as a buddy, as a pal.

Gosh you should just go commit suicide yourself.

end of the semester. well. soon.

2011-05-17T02:33:00.002+08:00

This blog post is another random blog post of mine because I got nothing to do in the middle of the night.

Yea yea I know I should be doing my prototype but am not gonna do all the gluing with the chloroform in an aircond room and pengsan everybody in the house.

Its been a long time since I sat in front of my desktop typing away on my blog. Well, nowadays, its considered my mum and dad's desktop more than mine since I use my laptop more often but don't you guys think that the keyboard on the desktop is much more user friendly?

I just can't wait for the end of the semester to come.

I don't hope to pass with flying colours since I know that almost impossible but at least let me pass.

That's all I opt for since the days in CH.

Day after tomorrow will be the submission for the prototype.

Promise myself I will upload a photo of my prototype after I'm done.

And my prototype will soon be Chia Mei Mei's bookshelf or whatever shelf she wants it to be since I agreed I will give it to her once I'm done with all my presentation.

LOL.

OMG. 2 more weeks and I'm done with my year 2.

Gosh time really flies when you don't notice.

Can't believe it at all.

And I can't believe the fact that I'm going to the USA with Carmen Low Carmen, Eva Lee Ming, Vie Wen Law Hui Wen, Arron Chu Sze Yong, Nickson Lim Tien Wei, Ee Wil Ken and Lemon Chia Wei Hoong.

MAROON 5!

2011-05-01T00:29:00.003+08:00

Look at the heps of fans that Carmen made me pick up on the floor so that Christy and Jon gets souvenirs. Lucky you guys! HEHE!

Yeapppppp. as you can see I had tickets to THE Maroon 5 concert that was held in Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil on courtesy of my uncle's complimentary tickets since he works at Maxis and they are the sponsor for this show.

Well honestly, I don't know much Maroon 5 songs and yeaaaa I was quite tired when they sang songs I did not know too well,

but heck they were AWESOME!

although the people in front of us block us most of the time.

Oh yeaaaaa. as you can see we got rock zone tickets!

Well not very near to Maroon 5 but we still manage to see them!

LOL!

Maroon 5!

The crowd and the stage before the show.

well I really pity 2 guys that were in front of us!

because it was rock zone and all, their girlfriends didn't manage to get a glimpse of Maroon 5 and you know what they did?

They "placed" their girlfriends on their shoulder and started blocking everybody's view!

and the girls were so happy to see Maroon 5 that they started shaking and some-what dancing on their bf's shoulder.

Gosh it was painful just to look.

but in the end security told them to come down. lol.

THAT'S US with the fan i picked up from the floor. sniff*

comes back?

2011-01-20T17:32:00.003+08:00

After the whole event, me learn something important.

What goes around, comes around.

Karma or whatever, it happens.

And also,

when its yours, it will be yours.

some that has been written your name all over it/her/him/they,

will be yours.

The Starting of 2011

2011-01-13T20:31:00.002+08:00

This is gonna be the first post of 2011,

and it will be the first post of 2011,

and it is the first post of 2011.

Let's talk about life since the start of 2011.

Well, pretty much music and fireworks?

That's what I saw in DesaPark City.

After that it was the Penang trip.

Awesome trip, of course because of the food and games and beach and friends.

Then it was back to school life.

Models after models. Models after Models. MODELS after MODELS.

Now after I leave this page, I gotta finish up my 600 - 800 words essay and presentation slide before 2pm tomorrow.

So wish me luck!

b. all I want for this new year, is you. =)

你，你，你

2010-12-31T01:03:00.003+08:00

两个月了。

两个月了我才UPDATE我这个就来在这里闷死的部落格。

这两个月来，我很痛苦很痛苦很痛苦很痛苦。

但是我似乎没有要让别人分享的感觉。

我闷着我自己。我不让别人知道。我不让别人有取笑我的机会。

我继续过一样的生活，我继续过那种生不如死的生活。

到现在，我写这一篇不是为了要怨，不是要投诉，不是要告诉全世界我的痛苦。

写这一篇，是想奉劝自己，过去就是过去。

就算心里有几不甘，几不愿，但是还是需要忘记所有不好的，继续前往2011年。

或许是报应。

我知道是报应。

我知道现在的我，就是当初的你。

对你，我有无比的愧疚。我真的很愧疚。

我问你有没有想我，我有多期望你告诉你没有。

但是事实就是事实，没人可以改变。

至于另一个你。

我知道，你一直要我放下。

放下我所有看到听到知道的东西。

要我终于有觉可以睡，要我开开心心继续过我们的生活。

放心，我不是说我不能。

但是要立刻我做不到。

或许还是那一句吧，时间能冲淡这一切。

还有你。

或许你更本就不会读这一篇。

就算让你读，你也只会几个字。

但是我还是坚持要让你知道。

你，让我最痛苦的人。

我知道，你一直在怨，为什么就是对你那么不公平。

但是来说，我这两个月的痛苦，不已经是对你最大的公平吗？

或说，这整年来，我什么都没说，在你面前扮得若无其事的，难道不对你公平吗？

我只希望，你，把一些公平还回给我。把是我的，还回给我。

2010年，一个我不想想的年。

最痛苦的一年。

最心痛的一年。

最不开心的一年。

最不健康的一年。

2011年，我希望你快点到。

让我从新开始我们的生活。

让我赶快把2010年的衰事丢弃。

That night in Putrajaya

2010-10-26T21:35:00.000+08:00

R.I.P Bryan Chiel Yee Hao

2010-09-30T19:38:00.002+08:00

I can't describe my mood and feeling this couple of days.

All I see in Facebook is news about you, that you went to a far far away place.

Bryan, we were not close, but you consider me as your friend.

You said hi to me whenever you see me in school.

You were a brilliant learner when we were in the english debate team together.

Although in the end I quit the team no long after, and we did not talk for ages, you still considered me as your friend.

I can't believe form 4 was the last time I ever get to see you again.

Bryan, justice will soon show it's power.

Giving you the right explanation will be our top priority now.

Bryan, rest in peace.

We miss you.

Port Dickson + Melaka

2010-09-25T21:25:00.013+08:00

Well, I was hoping Ken would be the first one to blog about our Port Dickson cum Melaka trip, but guess I was wrong. And I can't resist myself from blogging about it because it's just so awesome!

Errrrr, where should be start?

Oh yeaaaa. The morning we started our journey.

We were to meet at Christy's house, before leaving for breakfast.

We had breakfast at a mamak-like store, near Christy's house.

Then we started our journey!

The journey to PD was fun!

I had Ken talking SO MUCH to me! But soon I found out that its a annoying thing, cos he talks to much.

Seriously too much.

The GPS that took us to PD and Melaka!

Soon enough we were crossing the border of Negeri Sembilan!

And Port Dickson is just 28km away!

But still we had to endure the long long long long long long long long long highways!

Finally we are in Port Dickson!

It was only 12 in the afternoon, and the check-in time for the hotel is 3pm.

So I had to check with the counter if there was rooms available for us at that time.

And they said yes! Which means we had 3 hours extra!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

We had a buggy that took us to our room.

And once at our room, the Photographers started their job.

Introducing Photographer No.1 : Ken

Introducing Photographer No.2 : Jonathan

And of course, Photographer No.3 is : Your's truly. Hehe.

Look at the photographers hard at work!

Oppppps! That's them hard at play!

In case you wanna know, we stayed at the Legend International Water Homes, which has 2 king size beds and a personal pool in your very own room!

You can basically take off your shirts and jump straight into the pool!

(That's what they did. LOL)

After the swim session, which is a few hours, we were hungry.

So we called for the buggy again. Hehehe.

Me and Christy on the buggy.

Our lunch was Secret Recipe. LOL

Ken

Jonathan.

After our lunch, we decided to visit this Light House located in PD which we found on the GPS. LOL.

A closer look.

Christy.

We climbed all the way up and this is what we saw!

Due to the over-population of the mosquitoes, we decided to leave for good and head for the beach.

But too bad we did not get to see the sun set because of the freakin' clouds. Ishhhhhh.

We had to head back to the hotel to get a better view, but still we did not get to see the sunset. Hmmmmmmmm.

Ken being a kid.

We did some photography in the compound of the hotel. Pictures can be found in Facebook. Hehe.

The next morning, we planned to wake up at 7am and head to the coffee house for our breakfast but in the end we woke up at 9am and had only one hour to makan our breakfast.

The breakfast was not bad, but the food finishes too fast.

Hungry people all around us.

LOL.

At about 11.30am, we pack up all our stuff and left our beautiful room and left for Melaka!

It was such a scene because Jonathan cried and cried and said he did not wanna leave!

LOL. I was just joking.

With Jonathan's expect driving, in no time we were in Melaka!

We met up with YongHong at Mahkota Parade and he took us to the apartment he rented for us for our 1 night stay in Melaka.

After putting down our stuff and luggage, YongHong took us to Jonker's Street to have lunch and of course Cendol!

After our lunch, we decided to go to the Butterfly Park in Melaka.

Ken acting like a kid again.

Oh ya, that's Ken too.

Butterfly Park was over, and we headed back to the apartment for some rest.

aka playing Uno cards. LOL

At night, we had SATAY CELUP for dinner!

I had 25 sticks! but I was not the record holder! Ken had 27 sticks!

YongHong and his girlfriend add up only got 28 sticks!

LOL!!!!!

We saved up the address of the satay celup and swear we come back again. Hahaha

The we headed to the FUN FAIR!

We played with some games and we all got a small little soft toy for ourselves.

Jon and Christy got a Tigger, I got a Pooh, and Ken got a monkey in a tiger suit he named Kiki or Rawr or Monki. In the end I had no idea what he named it.

We went on some adrenaline-rushing game! Woooohoooo!

Its even better than the ones in Genting. Hahaha.

In a matter of minutes, it started to rain very heavily and our Fun Fair time was cancelled.

We changed our destination to a K room!

Sang for like 3 hours, all the way to 1am!

Hahahahaha!

The next day we slept until 11am,cos we were just too tired.

After getting ready our luggages, we met up with Dailou and checked out our room.

Next stop was Jonker's Street again.

This time for Chicken Riceball!

We had a plate of chicken, Jon Ken YongHong Me had 10 chicken rice ball!

After chicken rice, we walked down Jonker's Street to get some pineapple tarts.

After walking for a very long time, finally we found a shop that has very the best pineapple tarts we have ever tasted and we even sat down to have Cendol in the very same shop.

Oh ya, not to forget to mention that Christy is a shopaholic, because she can buy anything in any store.

LOL.

Its like each store she walks into, sure something comes out with her. HAHAHAHA!

At about 3pm, we started our journey back to KL and even ajak Carmen out for dinner.

So we get to brag about our trip!

Hahahahahahaha!

Well, it was a definitely fun holiday for me, except the part that I had Ken talking to me and annoyed me all the while I was beside him.

LOL.

Guess that's the end of my holidays and Monday comes Crazy Week!

Meiji Gummy Choco

2010-09-19T01:06:00.002+08:00

I got a Meiji Gummy Choco today.

Too bad at the end of the day, it has only one left.

Just to update

2010-09-15T23:09:00.005+08:00

Just so you know, this post will be loads and loads of craps since I don't know what I'll be posting and no idea what will be typing on my keyboard the very next second.

This few days are like hell to me.

Somebody's been out of town, spending his/her time in a foreign land.

And left me stranded in Malaysia.

Somebody, next time if you may, bring me along, even if it's squeezing into your luggage and being checked in into the plane's cargo.

I'm so F-ing bored now.

Nothing to do.

Just have to keep logging in into Car Town to checked on my cars.

Mum's hogging the TV with her Korean dramas again.

I find them damn draggy, anyone agree with me?

Am now watching a Taiwanese drama called 痞子英雄.

Yeaaa I know, I'm abit outdated.

But who cares.

LOL

Well, after writing all these craps.

I'm still bored.

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Photo Shooting.

2010-09-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

Somehow Random.

2010-09-06T19:11:00.002+08:00

I know I got nothing to write, but I had to because my hands are itchy.

That's why I need to scratch it.

I went to the Book Fest at KLCC Convention Centre with Carmen.

Well, the point is, I did not buy any books.

Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And that's the end of my story for today.

Bukit Cahaya, Not-so surprise Party, Sunway Pyramid

2010-09-03T15:23:00.003+08:00

Well, bright and sunny day, we decided to go to Bukit Cahaya yesterday.

Day before yesterday, I was frustrated with the GPS that shows nothing but Shah Alam, not even Bukit Cahaya.

Internet was down at home so I can't even check for coordinates on the Internet.

Booooooo. =(

In the end I had to use my cellphone and use up my data charges to get on the Internet.

Well, it turns out that Bukit Cahaya's real name, was actually Taman Pertanian Malaysia, which means Agriculture Park Malaysia in English.

Now my GPS works. Teeheee.

Well, the trip there was hectic enough.

Traffic jams force us to take another way.

Then we lost each other on the way.

Because Ken was driving too slow in his new MYVI SE (Slow Edition).

Jonathan was flying his car all over the place as usual.

If Jonathan were to drive at 60km/h, we would have stopped by the hospital first to get his brain checked.

LOL.

Finally we reached Bukit Cahaya.

First stop was the toilet.

Lemon's idea.

Then we walk to the counter to get our tickets.

Not bad, RM3 per entry.(Excluding the bicycle rental)

We went straight to the bicycle rental counter but it was still not open yet.

Not being racism, but it's common during puasa season laa.

LOL.

But we took the bus ride around the park.

And the bus driver dropped us at this fishing pond and told us we could feed the fishes.

And the first thing that ran into a few or our minds were, oh god, money again. Need to buy bread for the fishes to makan.

Well, we were wrong.

The Pak Cik there provided us with fish food that we could feed the fishes and they were free!

Lots of them!

Two big buckets full!

And we were turned into Professional Fish Feeders (if that's what they are called!) instantly!

Well, not all of us. Jonathan opted to be the fishes' friend, playing with the fishes and scolding them foul words. HAHA!

Of all, feeding the fishes were the best part of the whole trip.

LOL.

As we got on the bus, I somehow wanted to stay there and feed the fishes.

They are so adorable.

But soon they will be food.

As they are Red Tilapia. Fine food for chinese.

Hehe.

Then we visited a place called Taman Cendawan, where there is no mushroom at all.

Ishhhhhhhhhh.

But there's is this viewing tower that I had researched on when I was doing my viewing tower project.

Well, it's dangerously constructed. Everything is not based on Ergonomics. LOL

But the design was not bad, using tree trunks to constructed the supporting beams.

We went up and Ken dropped his Aviators from the very top.

And all of us went :"WOW!!!!"

Then Jonathan and the guys race down the staircase which was scary cos the flight of the staircases was so small you can't even fit Jeannie's leg on it.

Hahaha.

When we reach the very bottom, Ken found his Aviators to be in perfect shape.

HAHAHA.

Cheap stuff last longer huh?

LOL.

Then since the bus was not there for us yet, we went to the exercising equipments and fool with it.

Well, cut short the exercising part, we were already exhausted when we got back to the bicycle rental.

And the first thing we did after getting our bikes were to cycle back to the entrance and get 100plus. LOL.

Well, the bicycle trip was not bad, excluding the part we got lost and I got my hamstring sprained.

It was a up and down track and all of us were exhausted.

And the worst thing was five of us, went deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper.

Without noticing the path we were on was a dead end.

And with my hamstring sprained, we had a pick up truck to come pick us up.

LOL.

well, most of us, consisting of me, Carmen, and Lemon's girlfriend.

Lemon and Ken had to cycle back.

And here, I wanna thanks Ee Wil Ken for backpacking my heavy bag for so long.

Thank you thank you.

All of us were so exhausted we went to Jonathan's house to bathe.

Well, it was part of our surprise.

We had to trick him into bathing so that we could get him and Jeannie a cake.

His house has these awesome sound system and we watch The Ugly Truth.

I did not have the chance to watch the whole movie since me, Carmen and Christy had to go out to one of the cake shops to buy a cake.

Well, the surprise was not that successful since Jonathan already figure it out.

But it was a surprise for Jeannie because she did not expect we would celebrate hers as well.

And so we had our dinner.

Fried Assam Laksa.

First of its kind. Well, definitely a first for me.

Quite tasty.

The food was good.

And it was already closing to 5pm.

We knew if we were to go back to KL at that time, it would be a massive jam.

So instead me and Carmen decided to go to Sunway Pyramid with Lemon and his girlfriend.

We met up and started window shopping.

Well, window shopping for me and Carmen but I guess not for Lemon.

Hehehe.

Then Carmen and Lemon's girlfriend was excited about ice skating so we decided to go have ice skating.

But too bad the rink is closed for classes.

Ishhhhhhh.

Oh well, next time then. =D

We went for some dessert, HoneyMoon.

Took us ages to decide what we want.

LOL.

I had ICE.

WEEEEEEEEEE.

Cooling.

Then it was time to go home, as my dad called and called.

Ishhhhhhhh.

I'm on holiday, can't I just have fun?

Oh well, parents are always like that.

What to do?

Had a blast with my classmates from morning till night!

Best day of the week!

2010-08-27T15:32:00.003+08:00

人人跌倒，不见你跌倒？

我知道，这句话听起来怪怪的。

但是我却不想说到“人人死，不见你死”那么绝，就只好换一换，但是我想表达的感觉是相同的，一模一样。

有时候想想，为什么神要对我那么不公平。

好好好，说到这里，我也知道很多人心中一定想跟我说：“你啊，身在福中不知福啊！”。

但是再想想，我遇过的人当中，有哪个没有埋怨过自己的生活？

我又何曾没告诉过他们“身在福中不知福”这一句话呢？

我知道，我一直埋怨也不是解决问题的方法。

但是，你有何曾给过我另一个选择呢？

那我也只好跟随你给我的唯一选择，闭嘴。

就算再气，就算再伤，就算再累，我也只能选择在我那臭脸上勉强挤出微笑，或把手上有的东西捏成不成本样。

本觉得对你们好好的，为什么要拿我开玩笑？

你觉得我不会懂吗？

不要说我夸自己，但是你们的一举一动，你们的一言，你们的一指，都被我看在眼里。

更何况，你们说的玩笑，对我而言，一点都不好笑。

我知道你们在说什么，你们在指什么。

伤心的不是你们说我，伤心的是我知道在你们的玩笑当中，你们已经把我和他比下去。

你们不知道，说人家坏话，是瞒不过人家的吗？

始终，到最后，还是会有人知道。

我不是怪你们不在乎我的感受，或说你们根本不把我放在眼里。

但是，为什么你们却那么在乎他呢？

处处为他制造机会，处处为他说好话？

不是我妒忌，事先声明我不是妒忌，而是我们都是朋友。

为什么有不同的待遇？

我接近她，你们提醒她不要那么靠近我，说我会影响她什么的。

当他向她表白的时候，人人都是支持的。

连我也要做戏，做到好像我也支持他一样。

那有没有人想过我应该怎样面对。

还有你，别说没人这样做。

你，就是你。

不要看到这篇过后又要我删除。

你要生气我也好，要打我也好，要和我断绝一切关系也好，我想声明，我是不会删除的。

你要我让他们知道我有多痛苦。

好，我就让他们知道我有多痛苦。

我已经受够了。

我已经累了。

我累的不是因为我需要带着面具面对他们，而是我在面具后面流泪流到很辛苦。

我累的是，你明明知道我有多苦，多累，你都没有要为我站出来。

就算我我哭着告诉你我的辛酸，你也只会在我面前，哭着告诉我对不起。

那又何必呢？

我就是爱她，可以吗？

难道就不能给我一个爱人的机会？

或许看了这篇后你们很想我在她身边消失，不要再影响她。

那你们可以告诉我，我会立刻消失。

TO：你

如果你真的受不了我了，那我会消失。

我做到的。

之前不是我做不到，而是你不让我做。

这次我那么绝，我心里有数会发生什么事。

我知道你将会承受你不能承受的压力。

但是我真的要倒了。

我真的不能了。

对不起。

是我不好。

说过不伤害你。

但是，你，和你们，真的伤得我太深了。

你，和你们，真的欺人太甚了。

你，和你们，真的不知道你们到底插了几只刀在我的心口。

你，和你们，是我心爱的人，是我的好朋友们。

我，和我的心，真的不能生存在你，和你们当中了。

September Trip, one last notification

2010-08-13T21:43:00.002+08:00

Hotel : Flamingo by the beach

Room Rate : two-bedroom suite per night RM300 (Will be equally divided among whoever is going)

Transport : AirAsia RM 106(without luggage check in) RM126(with luggage check in)

If you don't wanna check in your luggage, then just bring a hand carry bag

Land transport : will confirm later

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This will be the last time I'm begging you all to reply to my messages and give me an answer.

Thank you.

September Class Trip

2010-08-08T23:04:00.009+08:00

Dear college mates,

Me planning a trip to Penang this coming September, which is our holiday.

I will be booking for 13th, 14th, 15th September. (Since our Crazie Ken is going to Singapore with his family.)

Reason for going to Penang:

-Good food, this is a eat-eat-eat tour

-Nice beach, got lots of beach activitives. For example : banana boat

-I got good rates on hotel there, so we can stay quite cheap cheap there

Please, consult me for further details.

People invited are :

Adam Karma Deshe Gedun (Adam Yong Kok Leong)

Dailou Chan (Chan Yong Hong)

Charcoal Chek (Chek Chien Ping)

Desmond Cheong

Crazie Ken (Ee Wil Ken)

Lemon Chia (Chia Wei Hoong)

Joanne Wong (Jonathan Wong Kit Weng)

Jonathan Lam Kin Weng

Louis 山木陽本 (Louis Loo Woei Lung)

Joseph Williams (Patrick Joseph Williams)

Christy Yap

Low Carmen

LavinPeggy LavinPeggy (Gan Peck Yee)

Stephanie Chee Mei Cheng

Jeannie Ng Shwu Eng

Christine Wong Le Chin

Hui Yen (Ong Hui Yann)

Zaaina Rafeeu (Aminath Zaaina Rafeeu)

addicted.

2010-08-07T01:28:00.002+08:00

currently I'm very addicted to facebook games like Fashion World, Baking Life, and most of all, Car Town!

Why am I interested in Car Town?

Although it's just a town, but the cars inside are realistic.

And they even mimic the same designs as the original cars!

There's car wash, tuning...... all sorts of stuff.

There is even racing, but your car performance have to be very good!

LOL!

Well, I'm just talking crap here.

My main point is,

I'm addicted to Car Town like I'm addicted to caffeine!

坏

2010-07-30T12:35:00.001+08:00

come to think of it, 你真的对我蛮坏的.

P/S : You love me too

2010-07-29T02:42:00.001+08:00

Dear xxx,

I Love You.

P/S : You Love Me Too. =)

Yours Sincerely,

xxxx

Sketch models killing me

2010-07-28T23:27:00.002+08:00

Been spending the whole day at home doing the 3 sketch models for tomorrow.

I woke up on at about 11.30am.

After taking lunch it was already 12pm!

used up my time all the way until 4pm to finish up my first one.

Then from 8pm until 10.30pm I finished my 2nd one.

Now the problem started.

I'm stuck with no ideas for my 3rd one.

What should I do?

Just simply crap one for Rosidah?

Should I?

Save me!

Pavillion carpark RM9

2010-07-27T21:20:00.003+08:00

Well, it was a short lecture class today by Ms.Curtney, so me and Carmen decided to watch a movie in the afternoon.

Rather than going to 1Utama like we usually do, we went to Pavillion, since I had been craving for Snowflakes all night yesterday night.

LOL.

Well, guess everybody knows, Pavillion's carpark is damn expensive, not to say ridiculous.

in the end we stayed in there for like....... 3 hours plus, the carpark was like RM9.

WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!

Sumore it doesnt take in RM50 notes, then we had to go to the supermarket and get some salad because both of us only have 50ringgit notes in our pocket.

Talking about the movie, we went for The Sorcerer's Apprentice.

Quite a nice show (still not as good as Inception, Teeeeheeeeee)

Magicians everywhere, but abit different from Harry Potter movies.

But the cinema was damn damn damn empty!

few little people everywhere.

LOL.

Then was finally my Snowflakes.

SNOWFLAKES SNOWFLAKES SNOWFLAKES SNOWFLAKES SNOWFLAKES SNOWFLAKES SNOWFLAKES SNOWFLAKES SNOWFLAKES SNOWFLAKES!

aeroplane where?

2010-07-27T02:32:00.002+08:00

All of us has to go "飞机头" one day.

Direct translation from chinese : Aeroplane Head

Couple of months ago, when my gay lou brather Ethan went for 飞机头,

I was thinking to myself :"I need to be insane to go for that hairstyle!"

since I have a very broad and fat face.

This hairstyle will surely make me look fat, I thought.

And as you can see, my brather's 飞机头, with that "gammm mou".

After this couple of months, I finally went insane.

it's 2.09 am

2010-07-27T02:09:00.001+08:00

it's 2.09am at night.

And all I can think of is ... ......

How can something or someone fill my mind like that?

I'm curious at myself too.

The feeling I'm currently engaging in is : Happy. =)

are you satisfied?

2010-07-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

Be satisfied with what you have young man.

It's not like there are no other options out there.

Don't be messing with people's then.

Get a life.

Rather than messing with people's.

Can't you just mind your own business?

Depressed + Insomnia = Depressia

2010-07-23T02:29:00.002+08:00

Current state : Insomnia.

Reason of Current state : Brain filled with shadows of a single human.

Feeling quite depressed at this current moment.

All I wanna do is hear you out there.

Can't you just do me a little favor?

Seems like, I'm not as important to you as I thought I am.

2010-07-19T00:25:00.000+08:00

People think I'm always good at roads.

But in reality, I'm lost in my own world.

How pathetic.

My Latest

2010-07-14T23:05:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I updated my blog and flood my blog with pictures at the same time.

The last I post a picture I guess it was also a few months back.

So here I am.

Bored with nothing to do.

(Since we are all so free now. =x )

With my newest collections of photos I have taken within this few months.

It's time for them to get some air, rather than staying in my computer or memory card.

Is it me?

2010-07-05T00:16:00.002+08:00

Somehow,

I guess things just got a bit out of hand.

Is it me?

or is it everything that is pointing the direction for me telling me that something is about to happen?

I believe in my own intuition.

Follow, or not to follow?

2010-06-25T01:30:00.002+08:00

When occurring a situation, I tend to ask people :"What should I do?"

People tend to tell me :"Follow your heart."

It all depends.

What if your heart is the cause of everything?

Do you still have confidence to follow wherever your heart directs you to?

People tend to speak without filtering the words through that thing in our skull labelled "BRAIN".

As we categorize people, I'm somehow included into the list.

You have a sense of pride when speaking whatever is in your heart, but after that, you somehow feel awkward and guilty of what you have just done maybe just seconds ago.

That's what occurred to me.

Should I say, follow my heart now?

I don't think so.

Somehow, after incidents like this, I don't trust what my heart says anymore.

But then, what should I trust?

My hands? My legs? My body?

Humans are controlled by the emotions of the heart.

Not the Brain.

somehow

2010-06-21T01:14:00.005+08:00

somehow, pain is pain when u suffered it the first time.

somehow, pain isn't pain when u suffered it a few more times.

somehow, pain doesn't feel te pain anymore.

Somehow, I lost my sense of pain.

Of all the millions and billions and trillions of people,

God chose us to be us and act like us.

WE, did not choose who we wanna be, we were asked to be who we must be.

I do not act like myself, I'm always out there acting to be "me".

Nobody actually knows the inner "me", the "me" inside my heart, the one living with "you".

"you" on the other hand, is all I got.

Out of words

2010-05-25T21:38:00.002+08:00

I'm so out of words for my Minimalism essay.

And out of words even for my blog.

可悲

My weekdays

2010-05-07T21:23:00.003+08:00

Yeaaaaaaaaaa.

Damn bored now.

The only person that will make me not bored is not in the country.

Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

LOW CARMEN YOU FASTER COME BACK PLEASE!

So yes as you can see, Carmen is away on her holiday getaway to Bali, Indonesia.

Hope so come back all tan and go Lang Tengah with us and get burn again.

HAHAHAHAHA!

So yeaaaaaa.

How's my week?

I finally made it in time to pass in my "brief" essay and finish my presentation successfully.

I hope it was successful because it was really a "brief" presentation!

Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And then it was time to move on to model making.

Carmen came over to my house again to do model making.

But in the end we did not do it and slept through the whole night.

LOL.

Sorry people, we were just too tired.

Hahahahahahahhaa.

Yesterday we continue the model making in Charcoal's house after our tutorial with Ms.Rosidah.

Yessssss.

She's my new tutor.

We've switch tutor with the other group.

So now friday I'm off!

Wohooooooooooooooooo!

Today was the same too.

Everyday model making.

But without Carmen.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Abit different.

Maybe I'm too attached to her jorrrrr.

Dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

A few more days to Lang Tengah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Low Carmen, happy holiday in Bali!

2010-05-04T20:12:00.003+08:00

I know I know.

I should be doing my essay right now, but I can't stop myself from blogging.

But I have no idea what I should blog about.

Hmmmmmmmmmm, okayyyyy, I'll blog about my last week. xDDDD

So what did I do last week?

Submission of that stupid Mobile Dwelling Unit's presentation board.

So Carmen came over and we were suppose to do PhotoMontage for our container.

But in the end we did not manage to finish it in time on wednesday to ask my cousin David to montage for us.

On wednesday night we even went out and have a drink in Cola Club with my beloved brather Ethan.

LOL.

Ethan ordered this weird tasting and weird looking drink.

小麦草 with Cola. Can you believe it.

Okayyyyy. Know what scene is this?

Cola Club don't have electricity.

Everybody's table become candle light dinner.

LOL.

Both of us were suppose to wake up and do our work after a nap, but we slept through.

HAHAHAHAHAHA.

So in the end on thursday we had to rush like mad to do the photo montage and rush to 1u to get the photos printed in time for the presentation board.

Saw a rainbow just after we turn out of my house.

If u can see properly, it's a double rainbow.

Beautiful.

And this beautiful evening skyline.

On friday we had our presentation.

Rosidah open fire on all of us.

Especially on me.

Really feel like die gao gao in front of her.

Then it was the HomeDec trip to KLCC.

Only after the presentation she brief us on what we are suppose to bring and do.

She told us :"remember to bring your camera along."

It was 11pm and we were suppose to reach KLCC at 2pm.

What????

Now only ask us to bring our camera?

Think we got alot of time mehhhh? Or alot of petrol to waste.

We decided to take LRT there.

But something funny happen when we reach the LRT station.

Only until the LRT station we realized Dailou forgotten to fetch Charcoal and Desmond,

so we sat at the LRT station's staircase like beggars.

Hahahahaha.

Well, I guess nobody is interested in our HomeDec visit.

So let's skip it.

Haha.

We were so bored on the way back that we took Ken's masking tape to play with.

Really damn bored edyyyyyy.

I wanna tell you............

2010-04-26T21:50:00.001+08:00

"less than three", the three words I wanna tell you so badly. : )

Less Than Three

Blood Donation

2010-04-25T23:57:00.004+08:00

Okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

Before talking about the blood donation, I had to announce that I had already changed my IC.

But the picture that the person took for me is just too horrible.

I wish she gave me another chance to take the picture because my hair was in the mess and I did not smile.

Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Another nightmare.

Well, my cousins consisting of Shirley, David, Elbert and me went for a blood donation at Alpha Angle.

Its my first time so I was so damn excited.

We filled up forms after forms.

Then it was the body check.

Had to fill up a form for the body check.

The uncle ask me:"berapa umur?"

I said:"sembilan belas"

He said:"Tak boleh!"

I was like.... What? I'm 19 and I can't donate blood?

In the end we found out that because I'm below 21, that's why I need not do a body check up.

Frighten me.

He should have said "tak payah" instead of "tak boleh".

Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And we went through some procedure. Checking blood type, blood pressure and all sorts of stuff.

Then it was time.

To my surprise, it was no pain at all.

Or should I say, no feeling at all.

And we got Milo and biscuits after donating blood.

LOL.

But, I was still abit dizzy after donating 450ml of blood.

Like lost of blood.

LOL

Finally I'm Back!

2010-04-23T21:43:00.002+08:00

Yooooohooooooooo!

Finally I get to online and am back in my warm cozy house.

LOL.

Not to say your house not warm and cozy laaaa Carmen, just that I miss my house so MUCH!

Hahahahahaha.

Well, been a new experience for me.

(Life is full of different experiences right? =D)

I've stayed at Carmen Low Carmen's house for two night.

HOLY!

Two nights???

Yeaaaaaaaaa.

Been doing my work (and her work) there for the pass 3 days.

1st day was scheduled to finish her mobile dwelling unit.

I help her with the structure, and she did the furnitures.

We work from afternoon till the next morning, until it was time to go to college.

Hectic work but yeaaaaa, worth it.

(Except for the roof that we both hate so much! xD)

Class started at 9.30am but if I'm not mistaken we were home by 11am.

LOL.

The first thing we did was get some SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.

Then it was time to start mine.

This time was tedious work!

I had to cover my exterior with ice cream sticks and yes we had to cut off all the curvy edge of the stick.

I think it took us a few hours to finish covering everything before I start on the interior.

My interior was simple and nice, equivalent to Minimalism I guess.

The hard part were my fingers.

They are born short and fat thus I can't really make the furnitures perfect.

Thus, I had to get help from Carmen with her "long" silky hands. (HOHO!)

Thanks for helping me with the furnitures! *winks!*

Goodness gracious I had until 1pm the next day to finish my work.

We slept at 4am I think, and continued our work (or should I say my work) in the morning.

In the end, everything was done neat and nice!

GOOD JOB!

Okayyyyyyyyyy. my dwelling unit may look very simple and not unique at all but heck yea I'm very proud of it!

SERIOUS! =D

I like the look of it even though Ms. Curtney say its too plain and all.

But, I really love it, its the best looking model I had ever done and I'm very very proud of it!

Yeaaaa, guess you guys get the point that I'm really proud of it!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

But I still got to improve on it.

Adding ice cream sticks (again!) on the roof and make a balcony on top of the toilet. (Carmen gave me the idea but am still thinking whether I like it or not since its on top of a stinky TOILET!)

After class me and Carmen wanted to celebrate that we had finished the mobile dwelling unit but nobody wanted to join us. Everybody was just too tired.

LOL.

Yeaaaaa we know celebrating it now is abit early but we had to!

To release stress!

Hahaha.

In the end, on the way to 1u Ken called up and said he and Lemon Zai wanted to join us.

So we ended up in this Thai restaurant on the Lower Ground floor, Just Thai.

Its just beside Fish & Co.

Me, Ken and Lemon ordered pineapple fried rice with shrimp and Carmen ordered a Tom Yum Bee Hoon.

I even ordered an extra Tom Yum soup and Seafood Otak-Otak in Coconut.

Okayyyyyyyyyy. We did not managed to finish it so I had to tapauuuuuuuuuuuu.

So, how much is the bill?

Let's see.

3 x Pineapple Fried Rice

1 x Tom Yum Bee Hoon

1 x Seafood Tom Yum Soup

1 x Seafood Otak-Otak in Coconut

= RM121

Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

4 pax and we taken RM121 of FOOD!

But luckily, Lemon had a CIMB debit card and we got 15% discount on our bill.

But still, it was expensive!

LOL

Oh yeaaaaaa. And another thing.

Carmen's slippers broke and she was labelled OKU for a moment.

Dragging her feet on the floor lifelessly.

Some more she has the time to walk in Cotton On.

HAHAHAHA.

P/S : less than three. : )

Penang. AGAIN!

2010-04-17T22:01:00.002+08:00

So yeaaaaaaaa.

It was kinda a family trip down to Penang again.

Dad loves Penang.

While dad has some work to do, I had to visit my site location of Gertak Sanggul because obviously its a place where nobody in KL had heard of and you can't get pictures of it in the web.

So, I went down all the way to Gertak Sanggul to get pictures so that I can photo montage my Mobile Dwelling Unit to it.

We arrive in Penang at about 10am in the morning.

After picking up my dad's friend at Bayan Baru, we made our way to a nearby market for some Penang food.

Loh Mee was not bad but the Curry Mee there SUCKS!

BIG TIME!

Really spoil my appetite and my purfect image of Penang Curry Mee in my heart.

*sobs

Made our way to Batu Feringghi's Flamingo as dad got to have some discussions with his friend while me and my mum walked on the beach.

Well, it was 12pm and you can imagine how hot is it.

Carmen Low Carmen introduce me a Curry Mee in Lorong Seratus Tahun, and I ask my dad's friend about it.

According to him, its the best in Penang.

So we made our way there, and unfortunately, SOLD OUT.

WHAT?

1PM. SOLD OUT?

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

CURRY MEE.

Too bad.

So we made our way to Gertak Sanggul to get some shots of my site.

(hehe, my site pulak.)

And then, ITS ASSAM LAKSA TIME!

I ate 2 bowls of ASSAM LAKSA!

Can you imagine that.

LMAO!

The taste of Assam Laksa is still in my mouth. =D

Random

2010-04-14T01:20:00.003+08:00

Okay.........

I just I did not neglect my blog for too long a time.

(It's not like I'm Carmen Low Carmen right? xD)

Seriously, suffering from headaches and aches all over my body and I still have the "sum cheng" to blog here.

I really "puiiii fookkkkk" myself.

Tell me about it.

Have no idea why my whole body is aching so much.

Maybe it's the lack of sleep.

(Which I'm suppose to get now.)

Or is it because of the sleeping-in-the-car-too-much?

I doubt.

Had been playing Ameba Pico for the whole night with JonL and Steph, later joined by Car.

Hitting and flirting with almost every girl they see in sight, and I confessed to a guy that I'm GAY.

He disappeared right away.

How GAY!

Hahaha.

Steph got a girl to come to her room and stripped for her!

One word in your mind right now : Ohhhhhhhh Emmmmmmmmm Geeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Okay, make that 3 words.

Yeaaaaa. as Steph describe, she stripped and left her Pico bras out.

How nice to start a relationship.

And we saw through the window, yes Ken, it was you.

Kena bang-ed by some stranger, if you would to recall.

Ass bleeding and you were crying in pleasure.

HOW OBSCENCE!

(Ken, if you can't understand a word from the above paragraph, please consult either me, Steph, or JonL.)

In Coffee Bean Now.

2010-04-06T17:16:00.002+08:00

So here I am, Coffee Bean, CapSquare.

Having my........

Ice Blended Mocha Regular with WhipCream,

And my Chicago CheeseCake.

Waiting for my mum.

Goshhhh I got really nothing to do.

Start of a monday

2010-04-05T23:32:00.002+08:00

Well, nothing special actually happen today.

Just so that I'm damn boring now and damn nothing-to-do makes me wanna write a blog post.

So it was like any day in a week.

Counting down 38 days to Lang Tengah trip!

KEN, ADAM, LEMON ZAI, DAILOU, JONATHAN, CHRISTY, CARMEN AND ME!

We can't wait for May to come and 12th of May to come.

Or should I say 11th of May!

Our very first outing trip together!

Our very first beach trip together!

Our very first bus trip together!

Our very first boat trip together!

Can't wait can't wait can't wait can't wait!

I had 4 meals today.

Morning was egg sandwiches.

Afternoon were Meehooon and cup noodles from 7-Eleven.

Evening I had Maggi Goreng.

Night I had YeeMee with curry.

Granny cooked curry today for the family.

But I don't feel like taking rice.

So I took YeeMee instead.

Tomorrow badminton session!

Heere I come!

Stop by police? wtf?

2010-03-31T06:12:00.002+08:00

I'm doing this while Low Carmen is still busy doing her essay, so she has no chance to know I'm writing this.

So it was Tuesday, and it was a hot sunny day.

Carmen and I went to 1u to buy Stem Hasil for the PTPTN Loan thingy.

So as we were driving back to school, there was a police road block.

So sure we think, aiyaaaa, nothing one laaaaa, police road block jehhh marrrr.

As we were driving through the road block, the police stopped us.

Goshhhh, we were thinking what happen.

We wind down the window and the police came to us.

The next thing you know, the police ask for Carmen's license.

Takut underage worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaa!

Told ya you look kiddy.

Now police also suspect you for underage!

hectic sunday, tiring monday

2010-03-29T22:46:00.002+08:00

So it was sunday.

And since it's Qing Ming. (清明)

清明时节雨纷纷，路上行人欲断魂。

But no rain poured. For heaven sake.

No one will understand what our family been through the whole day.

So we were going to pay a visit to my grandpa and grandma in Meru, Klang.

At 10.16am we reached Jalan Meru, so I thought, why don't I take a nap since I'm reaching soon and I'm so sleepy.

I remember the last thing I saw was the Shell petrol station 10 metres away.

The next thing I knew, I woke up at 10.45am, and I was in front of the Shell petrol station.

WTF?

I only moved 10 metres in the past half and hour?

Shortcut everything, we were stuck in the jam for 4 hours.

And we didn't even drive into the memorial park.

We parked outside in one of the little roads and walked 2km into the memorial park and hike up a hill, carrying all the offerings and my laptop and camera as well.

It was a hot and humid day, I think I lost a few pounds.

My aunt was stuck worst than us, being in the car for 6 whole farking hours.

Can't believe it huh?

All our car tanks were dry due to the traffic jam.

Everybody had to rush to the petrol station after that.

It was Zooey's 4 month old birthday.

We went to Legend Hotel for japanese buffet dinner.

Food was not bad.

Although the place is only one fifth of Jogoya's size, or maybe smaller, the food there is much more quality compared to Jogoya.

Zooey was very naughty yesterday, not allowing us to eat as she wants us to walk around while carrying her.

Today, I don't wanna speak about today.

Tiring day.

我不再。

2010-03-25T09:05:00.003+08:00

有些事情，

我不闻，

不问，

不想了解，

不想知道，

不想明白，

不想想象。

我特意克制，

克制我的心情，

克制我的举动，

克制我的心，

克制我。

或许这样，

事情就会好一点，

事情就会开心一点，

事情就会淡化。

永远选择做退让的一方，

永远选择做认输的一方，

这样，生活就非常简单了。

最好是什么都不知道。

但是如果真的知道了，就不要问，不要明白，不要理解，

事情的由来。

SUSHI EH EH SUSHI ZANMAI

2010-03-13T01:45:00.000+08:00

WE LOVE SUSHI ZANMAI!

Earth Hour 2010

2010-03-10T00:58:00.000+08:00

I Support Earth Hour 2010. =)
Do your part.

Evening Sky 2

2010-03-09T21:45:00.000+08:00

I Love The Evening Sky. =) 2

Evening Sky

2010-03-09T21:44:00.000+08:00

I Love The Evening Sky The Most. =)

Le Tour De Langkawi

2010-03-09T21:30:00.003+08:00

Okayyyyy. So I didn't know that the Le Tour De Langkawi pass by my housing area every year for the past 5 years.

For you guys out there that doesn't know what Le Tour De Langkawi is, go google it. xD

So early in the morning, dad woke me up saying he wants to take me along to see Le Tour De Langkawi pass by.

So I grab my camera and we drove to the main road and waited for it to happen.

And after waiting for at least half and hour,

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

This guy appears!

And then after about 10 seconds,

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

all of them came!

After waiting half and hour, they zoom pass in 30 seconds.

Goshhhhhhhh.

It was so hot and everybody was standing by the road side cheer!

Can't believe I was as insane as my dad to go with him.

2010-03-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

Watched Valentine's Day today.

Worth a watch!

It's cool, It's funny, It's all above love.

LOL.

Cool.

2010-03-03T21:25:00.000+08:00

2010-03-03T21:15:00.000+08:00

我不知道。

我真的不知道。

我到底，到底在做什么。

看见，听见，知道。

我又能怎样？

阻止？退让？

我都做不到。

不然你教我怎样咯。

为什么总是我？

2010-02-27T00:46:00.002+08:00

为什么我总是需要顾及别人的感受？

为什么我没有言论自由？

为什么我总是需要想想，我的话是不是伤害到别人？

为什么我总不能光明正大地把话说清楚？

为什么，没有为我想想，我的感受呢？

I do have my feelings.

I do feel.

I do get angry.

I do get pissed off.

I do get angry and pissed off by someone's words and sentences.

But what can I do?

2010-02-25T23:18:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I'm really lost.

Sometimes, I find it hard to get you.

Sometimes, I think I can't.

At this time, I really don't know what to do.

2010-02-24T23:02:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, when the time comes, then the time comes.

if it's time to let go, i'll let go.

What's on my mind

2010-02-22T21:18:00.002+08:00

You know what's on my mind right now?

I wanna watch 72家租客 once again!

Anyone with me? =D

CNY open house + ZOUK + Putrajaya

2010-02-20T23:44:00.002+08:00

See the title?

Yesssssshhhhhhhhh!

This 2 days, yesterday and today, was so much fun!

Firstly, I wanna thank ManShean and XiYi for coming to my house to "pekk zauuu" with me.

Hahaha.

Although we didn't drink much, but XiYi was almost drunk.

LOL.

I pick up ManShean, and we made our way to Mid Valley to meet up with XiYi as she was there having her haircut.

Picked Madam Kwan as our meet up place.

Goshhhhhh!

Long time I have not meet up with both of them!

Since the last time we went back to LaiMeng.

Then we makan, chit chat, and makan again.

Yes, we had 2 meals there.

LOL.

On my treat, since I have not belanja them before. =)

Then we made our way back to my house.

Well, my uncle's house.

Xiyi's first time in my car.

Hahaha.

We ate, we drink, ate again, drink again.

Until Xiyi was drunk.

Because she took Carlsberg and Red Wine together.

Well, not together as in mix together laaaa, but as in she drink 1 sip of wine, and drink 1 sip if beer.

Don't mabuk also bluff people gehhhhh.

Hahaha.

And yes, we had to fetch ManShean home.

Since she got curfew and she can't go to Zouk with us.

And yes, I brought Xiyi to Zouk.

She was so damn excited.

Maybe she was excited and acted childish and that's why we can't get in.

LOL.

Just joking.

Yeaaa. The guard don't let us in.

Nak check ID worrr.

Don't laugh first.

Even my cousin who is 28 years old this year also kena check.

Gilerrrrrrrrrrrrr.

So what we do?

Rasuah lo.

RM50 for 2 person.

Then we get to go in.

LOL.

The last time I went also didn't check my ID.

Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

So we drank and drank and drank, and dance and dance and dance.

Xiyi was crazy on the dance floor.

Hahahaha.

Drunk.

And yeaaaaaa. I drove home.

I was still conscious.

And lucky there were no police road block.

IF NOT WE SURE KENA GAO GAO.

Today was quite fun too.

Me and Xiyi took the ERL back to Putrajaya.

ERL = KLIA Transit.

We were like tourist only.

Taking pictures in Kl Sentral and on the train.

Too bad Xiyi lost her ticket.

Hmmmmmmmmmmm.

Bad luck.

We went to Alamanda for lunch at OldTown.

Then pergi around Putrajaya taking pictures!

LOL.

Go dataran, then go to the bridge.

Well, one of the bridge!

It was a 1 day trip in PUTRAJAYA!

HAPPY CNY!

2010-02-16T00:10:00.004+08:00

So basically we can conclude this year's CNY with one word : HOT

Not hot as in mentally feeling it, but hot as in physically feeling it.

And what does that bring?

SWEAT.

And for a big family that I have, visiting every granduncle and grandaunt is so painful mentally for us.

Hot sun.

Warm air.

And their houses are so close to each other, we don't even get a chance to get the air conditioner to run long enough for the cold air to come out, then we have to leave the car.

So we may as well walk from house to house.

"收获" is not so bad this year, as we speak.

At least I think, by throwing in another few hundreds, I can get my new phone.

Was almost drunk on the day before CNY and on the first day of CNY.

First day was all Brandy and Lemonade mix together. And the Lemonade expired last year. But we don't care. We can't find anything else to mix with the Brandy.

And I was almost drunk after 3 cups of Brandy.

Weak me.

Second day, I was drunk by Carlsbergs and White Wine.

Carlsberg was because I was playing Black Jack with my 4th cousin sister Shirney and big cousin brother David.

Whom that loses have to drink Carlsberg. And I was losing like mad.

Then my cousin poured a glass of White Wine for me, and I drank it at one go because I was rushing home for prayers to the god of sky, if you please translate directly.

Make me dizzy, make me hot.

Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I love alcohol, for once.

Doesn't drunk my body, but drunk my heart.

At least I won't think of unhappy stuff.

LOL.

As for today, my parents and I made our way to the "Kuan Gong" temple in Petaling Street.

Dad has to "sipp tai suii" because he's a monkey.

Well, monkey as in zodiac, not physically.

I remembered I once told my teacher in kindergarten that my dad was a monkey, and she whacked me in the butt because she said I was disrespecting my dad.

FHS.

So me and my cousin stand at one corner of the temple.

Oh yeaaaa, my aunt was there too.

I started taking pictures, like those "ang mo" tourist.

Then it was 3rd uncle's house, sat around for awhile, then we made our way to my aunt's house.

Dogs again.

6 or 7 dogs, I can't remember.

There's Candy, Oreo, Heihei, Snowy, Blacky, Coco.

Ohhhh. 6.

Did I miss out anyone?

Then was to 2nd uncle's house.

2nd uncle was bringing out tons of food for us, until we suspect the food are gonna expired soon.

1st uncle was the last.

Gambling, as always.

Tradition maaaaaaaa.

I lost quite alot.

But all my mum's money.

Sorry Mummy~ =(

Dinner was steamboat.

Ate so so so so so so so much.

I think I'm putting 2kgs back on my body.

Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Happy Birthday Carmen!

2010-02-08T23:56:00.003+08:00

It’s 9^th of February.

And what does that mean?

It’s Carmen Low Carmen’s birthday!

First of all, I wanna wish her :

HAPPY 19^TH BIRTHDAY!

MAY ALL YOUR WISHES AND DREAMS COME TRUE!

Well, I got not much stuff to say about her.

Only that she’s the best friend a human can ever have.

And I’m so lucky I’m that human!

Thanks for being with me through rough and tough,

And through happiness and joyful moments too!

Thanks for helping me always,

With my work and giving me advice all the time.

Thanks for giving me all the rides to everywhere when I don’t have a car. =/

Thanks for letting me follow you home when my dad can’t fetch me in time. =/

Thanks for EVERYTHING.

I treasure you.

WTA Malaysia Open 2010

2010-02-08T21:48:00.001+08:00

Come on people!

Malaysia Open is coming to town!

Although Henin would not be here to play, but I still wish to watch a live tennis match by the pros.

Tickets selling at RM68 and RM108 for single finals.

ManShean, call me if you wanna go.

You are the first one I think of when I saw the poster!

Feel proud!

我，还是那个一样的我

2010-02-08T21:12:00.002+08:00

我读了。

我哭了。

只是。。。。。。。。

Carmen's Birthday Celebration

2010-02-06T20:02:00.005+08:00

So it was Feb the 4th.

First of all, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JONATHAN LAM KIN WENG!

So why did we celebrate Carmen's birthday on that day?

Because it was the last day for Jogoya's promotion supper!

Hahahaha.

And here are some photos on that night itself!

I know you are shock to see the CAR and DAILOU and DESMOND and CHARCOAL and JONATHAN LAM and YOUR HIGH SCHOOL FRIENDS when they said they were not gonna show up.

Happy guys having their supper.

My first photo with both Ken and Carmen. LOL

Desmond's first try on OYSTERS!

And both him and Charcoal say YUCKS!

The birthday cake they made her. =)

Make your wish!

THE FUTURE EARNING-ALOT-DESIGNERS!

Hahahahaha,

AND THE CURRENT-ORANGE-EATERS!

Carmen and her high school friends!

Carmen wanted to take picture with her car and the number 9 on the floor.

LOL

Although there were some unhappy moments at the end, but I was glad the whole surprise went well.

Hope there will be a next time !

Sharon's Wedding

2010-02-03T00:16:00.005+08:00

Well, except that I was sick last week, and I mean real sick.

First time I was sick until I don't even feel like going to school.

Had to see 3 doctors, last one ending to be a specialist.

Goshhhhhhhhh.

I look the most sick when I was in the hospital.

Other than that, everything was good and fine and we had a happy occasion over the weekend!

Yes!

My cousin Sharon got married!

I won't speak much about the married in words, but in photos!

The bride still busy-ing early in the morning before the bride groom reach her.

The beautiful classic Mercedes wedding car.

And the beautiful Mini Cooper as "heng dai" cars!

There were at least 6 of them!

Me and my cousin Vinjing at the wedding dinner.

My 2 younger cousin sisters and also the youngest in our family, Shanna and Shera.

The long gown my cousin Sharon is wearing.

My 1st cousin sister Shirley and my 3rd cousin sister Shereen busy with paper works.

The Newly-weds,

Soon-Sheng and Sharon.

Nike Dunk High!

2010-02-01T02:36:00.003+08:00

Okayyyyyy.

I'm actually here to promote the new shoe my mum and dad got me for CNY.

But I had already wore it just now for cousin Sharon's wedding.

Hiakkkkkkkkkk!

Ta da!

It's a Nike Dunk High Premium!

做人很辛苦

2010-01-25T02:00:00.004+08:00

做人很辛苦。

面对人的时候，要面带笑容。

承受的痛与伤，却要埋在心的最低处。

心就像被铲子挖坑一样，被挖一次，就痛一次。

有时候，我真的觉得我自己委屈了自己。

To Sunway Pyramid

2010-01-22T23:05:00.005+08:00

Basically I've forgotten to blog about my trip to Sunway Pyramid yesterday.

I had no class yesterday, so I called up my cousin Shirley to see if she's at home.

My intention is to go to her house only, but half and hour later she told me she wanna go out, and ask me to get dressed.

LOL.

Drove all the way to Sunway Pyramid with my baby niece in my aunt's hands.

Must be damn tiring.

And the first thing cousin Shirley need when we reached Sunway Pyramid is this :

Coffee Bean Ice Blended Mocha.

Of course I got myself one too.

It's getting to expensive.

We paid RM26 for two cups of coffee.

Ishhhhhh.

Then we shopped in Parkson for quite a long time.

But I got nothing.

I guess I can't get anything from departmental stores anymore.

It's like those shirts are either too formal, or too lala.

Oh gawddddddddddddddddd.

To ease the burden of my cousin and my aunt, I was the one responsible in carrying the baby's bag, which is full of empty bottles, pacifiers, napkins, towels, powder, milk powder (lots of them), and not to miss, DIAPERS.

And I was also pushing the stroller.

So I was like a nanny more than an aunt to my niece.

She better repay me when she grows old.

LOL.

Not giving up so easily, I continued shopping within the shopping complex.

AND I FINALLY FOUND THIS :

The shirt I'm gonna wear to my cousin Sharon's wedding.

Although it's not very formal, but that's the point.

Hahaha.

It's from Billabong.

Cost me a BOMB!

RM189.90

Gawdddddd.

I can get a shoe for that price.

But lucky, my cousin paid for it.

Hahahahaha.

After walking for a very long time, our stomach was damn empty.

But we had the motivation to continue walking, just to find the perfect place to makan.

And in the end we had much craving for sushi and japanese food, so we chose Sakae Sushi!

Look at the amount of food I ordered!

Half of the food on the table is mine.

LOL.

My baby niece Zooey sleeping while we take our dinner.

And this little boy is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee!

He kept looking at us from the hole in between the tables.

And he speaks Hokkien!

So cute!

His saliva is still drolling off his chin.

Haha

Can I?

2010-01-19T23:04:00.003+08:00

Dad, you think I can get a tattoo for my 19th birthday?

Obviously, no.

Oh well, just have to wait till I'm 21. :p

2010-01-19T22:46:00.002+08:00

So, I'm back on my 1 day 1 blog post basis.

It's just too free being in degree class. I hope I get busier. Like when I was in Foundation class.

It's like half day every other day.

Monday, if you are not going for english class, you will only have class in the afternoon, which is Design Communication, the best class of them all.

And they put it on a monday. Yay!!

Tuesday, like today, is Ms.Rosidah's class.

It's another half day, where we only had class from 9.30am to 10.30am, and then we are dismissed.

LOL.

Today wasn't as boring as the last time, because we were busy copying stuff.

But I hope it end soon too.

Wednesday, that's tomorrow, is Ms.Marsitee's class.

Architecture in Context.

Sort of half day, as we have 1 hour lecture class in the morning and 1 and a half hour tutorial class in the afternoon.

Thursday is a free day for me, because I'm with Ms.Curtney's group, means my tutorial for Design Principle will be on friday.

So I can sleep the whole day got thursday.

Hahahaha.

It's been quite boring, as in, we don't have much things to rush for, not like when we were in foundation.

and somehow I wish that life comes back.

LOL

2010-01-19T02:00:00.002+08:00

was browsing through Nike.com and stumbled on a Dunk High!

Goshhhhhhhhhhh!

The nicest Dunk High design I have ever seen!

But........... Wouldn't it be hot wearing a Dunk High in Malaysia?

That's one I'm still wearing my shaggy old DUNK LOWs. =(

2010-01-19T01:36:00.002+08:00

It's 1.36am in the morning and I'm having a class in 8 hours time.

Ms.Rosidah again.

Somehow her lectures make me wanna sleep.

I can see the person beside me in class dozzing off too. =D

Don't try to deny it if you see this post.

LOL.

Hope I get to see a movie or do something by tomorrow afternoon.

I feel like my life is quite bored nowadays.

All I do is wait for class to start and wait for class to end.

And the only class I like till now is Mr. George's class.

And today we did some 2D Drawing.

Errrrr. I forgotten the exact title for it.

LOL.

It was T-squares and technical pens again, with the latest edition to the family, the scale ruler.

Finally I get to know how a scale ruler works after seeing it for the past 18 years of my life.

I have one at home, but I thought it was merely for drawing straight lines.

Haha.

Today's class was like back to Home Science classes we used to have in Form 3.

We look at a 3D model and we draw the top, front, rear and side view in 2D form.

Measuring it takes up alot of time, because we had to take turns to measure it.

And in the end everybody's measurements are different.

So we keep changing and changing and changing.

It's not like in high school anymore where the teacher gives you all the measurements or you can just simply copy from the geek or nerd in your class.

Haha.

Dad was stuck in a very bad jam in Jalan Duta.

Came late to fetch me.

I waited so long mannnnnnnnn.

Goshhhhh. Pray hard my car comes by next week.

I can't wait to feel the pedals below my feet.

And now I'm having insomnia.

For fun.

LOL.

No laaaaa. Just plain can't sleep after watching Miami Ink and Kylie Kwong on Ch 707.

Damnnnnnn.

Feel like getting a tattoo after watching Miami Ink.

So gonna get one if I step onto South Beach's Love Hate Tattoo and get Ami James begging me to let him tattoo.

LMAO.

Just joking.

I would be begging him to give a awesome tattoo.

I wish I am asleep now.

If not I bet with anyone I will be "fishing" in Ms.Rosidah's class tomorrow, and I know she ain't gonna like it.

2010-01-13T23:35:00.002+08:00

Okay.

I feel like I should start crapping again in my blog to bring some life back into it.

It's so dead since I started my semester 3 of my foundation class.

It's quite hectic but everything manages to meet dateline and I'm very happy.

Talking about my blog.

I feel like changing the blog skin but am worried and frustrated to add all my friends' blog link in again.

And tired to add all the cbox and stuff in again.

Anyone got a better way to change blog skins but doesn't hurt anything in my blog? =)

It's my 3rd blog of the night and now I know how I'm addicted to my blog.

When I got got nothing to do and my hand feels like moving on the keyboard.

And I love the feeling of not looking at the keyboard but being able to type all these words out.

It brings a feeling of success to me.

My mum has taught me well on the keyboard.

Bear in mind, my mum is definitely better than me on the keyboard.

If she would to play the game on Facebook, typing mania or something like that, she would have top the list in my friend list.

LOL.

And I'm just crapping about anything.

Everything and anything.

Been addicted to a song recently.

And old song ( not very old laaaa, maybe a few years back? ).

Edison Chen's "U Like Me".

Despite all his news and scandals, his songs are quite meaningful and really portray the life he is in now.

All the glits and glamour.

And I'm listening to it over and over and over and over again on my phone every morning and even now.

Hmmmmmmm.

It's been a long time since I blog that long.

Since my streamyx is still facing problem and I'm trying to get a technician to my house and figure out the problem.

If not, he or she is not gonna leave my house.

And I found a way to online now.

But not on a long term basis.

It's gonna be hectic this way.

Laptop is not repaired yet.

Just need to format.

But all my stuff is still inside.

Anyone kind enough to lend me a external hard disk to copy out my stuff first?

I need one badly.

I wanna type badly, but just don't know what to type.

HELP.

2010-01-13T23:18:00.002+08:00

It is already 2010.

And I have not met up with my buddies at all.

Hmmmmmmmm.

Hope I get a day to meet up with all my buddies.

First one I wanna meet up is my "all time favourite girl", ManShean. LOL.

I'm just joking about the all time favourite girl.

She my all time best friend.

Which I last saw her in LaiMeng.

Ishhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Her schedule is gilaaaaaaa.

Until she can't even slot me in for a yumcha session.

And next is my Shapo Club.

Last time I saw them was at CikguTan's shop.

I guess all of them are quite busy now.

Because nobody seems to be free.

LOL.

And I'm so eager to meet up with them and ask what have they been going through or doing this 2 months.

Miss them much.

And of course XiYi.

Although I just met her about 3 weeks ago.

But........ we are friends for so long.

And I miss how we keep talking and talking non stop.

And I really mean non stop.

I don't even know how we do that.

How we do it arrrr? xD

Without drinking water even.

Hmmmmmmmmm.

And how we cheong k.

It's really a different experience going K session with her.

Because she can really sing.

And you will feel depressed and insulted. =/

No laaaaa. Hahaha. Just joking.

Thought I can see her on Jan 23th for the MyAstro Award, but she just arrived in HangZhou and wouldn't be back until CNY.

Owwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

God. Please pray that my new car comes fast.

I can't wait to smell the new car smell.

I want freedom!

And freedom can only be done if I have a car.

For now.... my dad has relieved his position as my driver again.

He's very happy.

I have no idea why he feel so happy that he can fetch me here and there.

Even if the destination is China or Taiwan.

LOL.

2010-01-13T20:45:00.002+08:00

So, my first year of university life (sort of. hehe.) has started.

Today is the 2nd week, or should I put it in this way, the 3rd official day we have started class.

Yeaaaa.

Monday was Design Communication, which I think all of my classmate likes alot, and also the lecturer Mr. George.

Tuesday was Ms.Rosidah. Design Principle. But we were split into two groups for tutorial, one group with Ms.Rosidah on thursday morning, and one group with Ms.Curtney on friday afternoon.

Well, I'm in the friday class with Ms.Curtney. With Christy, Ken, Adam, Yong Hong and so on.

I get extra one day to do my homework.

Not to bad also.

Today is wednesday.

We had our first briefing on Architecture in Context.

Then we were separated into 2 groups.

Again.

Hahaha.

My group consist of Jonathan, Yong Hong, Charcoal, Peck Yee, Carmen, Hui Yann and me.

Initially Ken was in our group too.

But their group lack one person. So Ken was transfered to the other group.

Good bye. xD

We are suppose to choose a period of time to be our theme.

We chose Bauhaus in the end.

Hmmmmmm.

Degree year is quite nice.

I guess it's gonna be hectic when everything is on the role.

Wish me luck!

2010-01-11T22:07:00.001+08:00

从你的生命中，你彻底地删了我。

我依然当你是朋友。

2010-01-05T22:33:00.001+08:00

不想等到。

也不要等到。

但是却知道。

这一天总会来到。

不知道好过知道这一天的来到。

希望时间停留在这时刻。

那，那一天就不会来到。

2009-12-31T23:44:00.003+08:00

It's 15 minutes to 2010.

First of all.

I wanna wish all of my long known friends.

Thank you to you guys.

Thank you for accompanying me throughout all these years.

Until year 2009.

Especially XiYi and ManShean.

Thanks you both for all the support you guys gave me since Form 1.

Second of all.

I wanna thanks my college mates till now.

For giving me a wonderful foundation year in the year 2009.

Wish you guys can be with me and I can be with you guys till the end of 2012.

And wish all of us, whether we are going into GD or IAD, to get good grades and get 1st degree honour and get full scholarship for our PTPTN loan.

10 minutes left.

I wanna thank and say sorry to all the people I hurt this year.

I apologize for all the mistakes I did.

Sorry.

And I miss you on this lonely night. =(

2009-12-29T20:58:00.001+08:00

发现很久没写部落格。

但是却发现，其实很多东西写，但是却写不出来。

教教我。

为什么我永远活在秘密之中？

2009-12-27T00:39:00.002+08:00

Gila gila.

Just came back from a 3D2N trip to Penang.

Well, basically, this trip to Penang wasn't a satisfaction to me.

Because I did not get to eat good food like the last time.

Hmmmmmm.

I missed out the Duck Mee.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

But this time, I went to the beach.

Went Banana Boat with my 2nd uncle and my cousins CheowChing, ZhaoFeng, CheowMay, ZhaoLong, Yuki and her boyfriend KokPing.

From the view of the balcony of the hotel room, the banana boat seem so slow.

But when you are on it, it seems quite fast.

Hahaha.

Scared Yuki for the whole ride.

Although it did not toppled, but I don't know why we are so stupid to jump down into the water ourselves.

Getting ourselves wet.

And my 2nd uncle threw everybody into the water.

I was the last.

He barely can carry me up.

Because I'm too heavy.

So I just relax saje.

xDDDDD

But in the end I still kena throw into the water.

ISHHHHH.

Then we even went for the..... errrrrr..... the parachute thingy...... tied to the boat.

Yeaaaaa.

Guess you guys can figure it out.

I went with CheowChing after my 2nd uncle and ZhaoFeng went up.

We saw loads of jellyfishes in the sea.

OMG.

But my 2nd uncle, ZhaoFeng, Yuki and KokPing said they didn't see any.

LOL.

The jellyfishes were so long man.

And yeaaaaa.

After all those activities at the beach, we were so damn hungry and tired.

And yes, it's food at McCalister road again!

Yeapppppp.

The best food you can get there.

LOL.

I had one bowl of curry mee, one bowl of assam laksa, chee cheong fun, cendol..........

And the list goes on and on.

If not because of the table, I would have eaten more.

Because there were not enough space on the table.

Hahaha.

Today was the last day, after eating breakfast at the hotel lobby,

I went back to bed again.

Hahaha.

Then it was the journey back to KL.

We stopped by at Ipoh for some food and Ipoh white coffee.

Even bought three "yim gukk gaii" back.

Ohhhhh yeaaaaaa.

I'm gonna have a feast of my life!

2009-12-09T23:55:00.002+08:00

well, i guess I'm signing off from Love Life once and for all.

I don't think I have the rights to love or be loved.

I don't think I have the guts to.

I don't think I have the chance to.

I don't think god will give me a chance.

I think god should give her a chance to forget about me.

I think god should eliminate me from her life.

I think god should give me a chance to forget about everything.

I think god I should forget about everything that has happen and live on with my life.

Without Love in it.

It's the best deal.

In the end, I lost everything important to me.

Love.

2009-12-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

Finally.

Finally Sem 3 is done!

Woooohooooo!

My foundation is done!

Unless I did not pass.

*Touch wood touch wood*.

Everything was in a rush.

Thanks to all the procrastination and the problems I've been facing these days.

Damn dissapointed for my sketchbook.

I did a bad job.

I'm so concern that that might lead to my failure of Sem 3.

Then I got no christmas break, have to do resubmission.

LOL.

Jangan jangan.

I wanna pass.

And the final project.

Ishhhhhhh.

I rushed so hard to finish it.

And it looks like shyt.

Arghhhhhh.

Oh well.

Finally everything is over.

And I'm gonna "fat mou" at home.

Ishhhhhhhhh.

People come save me!

2009-12-05T11:33:00.001+08:00

Hey People.

I'm fine.

Need not worry.

Thank you.

And I wanna emphasize one thing.

I know if I said it out it would hurt my reputation.

But if I don't say it out I'll hurt her reputation.

Yeaaaaaa.

Breaking up is all my fault.

It's none of her fault.

I'm the one that blow up the whole thing.

Although I know telling her sorry is not the best thing to do.

But I can only do so.

I'm sorry.

2009-12-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

It's over.
Everything is officially over.

For the last time I'm gonna call you dear.
DEAR, I'm sorry.

2009-12-01T00:57:00.002+08:00

I think I have neglected my blog for awhile.

Sorry bloggie.

Somehow I love FaceBookie more than you.

So what did I do today?

I went to school and found out only Stephanie and Jeannie was in class.

So plus me and Carmen, there was only 4 person.

Then JonathanLam came along.

But I just said a sentence to him.

"You cut your hair?".

LOL.

And then.

Me and Carmen procrastinated the whole day.

OMG.

Didn't do anything for the whole day.

The only real thing we did is eat the Beehoon.

LMAO.

And we procrastinate, procrastinate and procrastinate.

And procrastinate.

Yeaaa. I think you get the idea.

Then I went and visit my baby niece Zooey!

OMG.

She's so cute.

Oh yeaaa.

I have not posted any photos of her in my blog.

Later laaaaaa.

Hahaha.

Went for dinner at night.

Of course laaa.

If not in the morning mehhhhh.

Just doing nothing now.

Dear is asleep.

I'm so bored.

Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Hou Choi still got ManShean let me zatttt. xDDD

Going to Carmen's house tomorrow to study.

Since nobody is going back to school.

May as well go to Carmen there.

Nearer marrrrrrrrr.

Sleeping time.

2009-11-29T00:52:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm.

Suddenly feel like writing this.

Seriously.

What are friends?

Are they people you can rely on when you need them?

Or are they the people who will support you when you need support?

Or are they the people you feel comfortable with?

No matter what they are or what role they play,

I wish I had more of them.

Ya.

I can have tons of friends from school.

On facebook.

On my blog list.

But how many can I really trust?

How many can I treat them heart to heart?

Both hands with ten fingers can count all of them.

Maybe one hand.

For all these years I had thought of myself as a person with a lots of friends.

I say HI to everyone I see in school.

Maybe out of the 4700 students in ChongHwa, I know 2000 of them.

But come to think of it,

they are just on-lookers and passer-bys in my life.

They will never even leave a foot step in my heart.

And after 10 years, I will forget them.

Somehow, I feel that I'm alone.

2009-11-26T01:18:00.002+08:00

I'm insomnia now.

I have no idea why I can't sleep.

So I'm in Facebook - Blogger - Facebook - Blogger - MSN -Facebook.

Was suppose to wake up Ms.LowCarmen at 12.30am.

But after calling her on the phone for 10 times, I finally gave up.

Sms-ed Kelly's phone to try to wake her up, but I guess Kelly is sleeping too.

HMMMMMM.

Too bad for your drawing, Carmen.

Can't help you with that.

I really feel so bored now.

I've finished 23 Sudoku puzzles in 2 days.

Wooooohooooooo!

Currently addicted to it.

It trains your mind okayyyy.

Not some addictive computer games.

Went to The Curve or rather e@Curve with Carmen, Ken and Jeannie today.

Was suppose to search for Charcoal's birthday present but ended up window shopping ourselves.

Oh yeaaaaa!

I saw a LoopWheeler Be@rbrick there!!!!!

OMFG!!!!!!

RM499!

400% AND 100%!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!

I WISH I CAN GET IT!!!!!

And I also saw alot of be@rbricks there.

The series 18 is only RM16.80 there, comparing to the ones sold in ActionCity, RM19.80.

And I reassure that they are genuine be@rbricks.

I also saw the ones that I got sold there.

There's this pink one.

I forgot its name.

It's sold at RM180!

And I bought it at RM18.80!

And there's the one dear has.

Sold at RM90.

And the Kubrick version of Be@rbrick, with the detachable head and an extra head inside, sold at above RM100.

And I got 2 of those!!!!!

Although I gave one to dear.

But I'm rich man!!!!!

Trust me!

Be@rbricks are investments.

Hahahaha.

2009-11-25T01:02:00.001+08:00

Copied from Ethan.

I think it's a meaningful post.

身為Ｔ的女人
必須知道...。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ渴望愛情至終都能有個女人相陪。
但又有哪個女人願意捨棄婚紗的夢愛著一個T？

女人總是不知道
Ｔ渴望的承諾都能一一實現。
但又有哪個女人願意相信？

女人總是不知道
Ｔ用盡全力想當妳心中的男人。
但女人一次一次的傷害，那堅強的心房也會一次一次的碎。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ其實心思細膩到不行，
不一定每個女人都能跟Ｔ一樣能想很多。
其實Ｔ已經愛很多。

女人總是不知道
妳給的一首歌，
Ｔ能把它弄成手機鈴聲，只要一響起就會想起妳。

女人總是不知道
一封簡訊能讓Ｔ開心很久。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ是個男人也是個女人。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ從來不會真正去生妳的氣
而是因為他真的喜歡妳在乎妳愛妳。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ跟男人一樣，
也像個孩子一樣。

女人總是不知道，
Ｔ已深愛妳，
就算身邊有多少個女人來來去去的走，
她的眼裡也只看的見妳。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ在乎妳討論男生。
深怕哪天被妳口中的男人比下去。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ比誰都在乎別人的眼光
不是在乎自己，
而是在乎別人怎嚜想妳

女人總是不知道
Ｔ的溫柔不是因為她也是女人
而是因為愛妳
所以當個溫柔的人。

女人總是不知道
在妳們提出分手後
Ｔ的世界就像瓦解般的摧毀。

女人總是不知道
分手後
Ｔ沒辦法像個男人一樣灑脫的走

女人總是不知道
Ｔ的每場戀愛都當成是這輩子最後的愛

女人總是不知道
Ｔ手上一道一道的傷痕
是因為放不了忘不了

女人總是不知道
電話那頭的她
已經啜泣的全身顫抖
Ｔ總是忍著痛笑笑的說，
我過的很好。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ看似笑容的背後
有深深的痛。

女人總是不知道
當妳們背棄了約定回到男人的懷抱裡時
Ｔ的心有多痛。

Ｔ不是永遠的療傷藥，
有天他們也會脆弱的倒下。
看著妳們在回歸男人的懷抱裡。

一次一次破碎的心...?
很難平復..。

在愛Ｔ的同時
請想想　... 妳真的是愛女人的嗎?

不要最後一聲不響的走回男人身邊

她不是永遠的男人
也不是永遠的女人

只是兩顆心融合...。

要愛...就請認真的愛。

誰不想永遠呢？

2009-11-20T16:20:00.002+08:00

Yeaaaaaaa. I can't believe I'm skipping class for the first time in my life.

Ishhhhhh.

Know why?

Because of Prom yesterday.

Got drunk.

Well, it wasn't a Prom I had expected.

I expected tables but no tables.

Ishhhh.

But nothing to complain laaa.

So cheap.

Hahahaha.

They served red wine and Gin at the dinner.

And yeaaa.

The Gin.

At first it was 5% Gin 95% Sprite.

You know laaaaa.

High school prom worrr.

But as I took more.

It taste more like 60% Gin and 40% Sprite.

And as the night goes later, it increases.

All of us were floating on our feet.

LOL.

Pictures will be uploaded later.

For the mean time, you guys can have a look at my facebook album.

It's uploaded already.

2009-11-14T01:17:00.003+08:00

Just got back from Genting.

Yeaaaa.

Midnight.

Went and watch the whatever "farr hou yuet yuen" with my mum.

Free tickets courtesy of Magnum 4D.

And guess what.

I shake hands with Bosco Wong!!!!!!!!

OMIGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeaaaaaa.

That's about it.

And Linda Chung is damn leng luiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!

2009-11-12T23:13:00.003+08:00

I got lots of things to blog about.

Like on sunday, I went to 1u and saw SHE.

Happy to see them because it wasn't my initial plan to see them.

We took a seat at Theobroma Chocolate Lounge which enable us to look down on the stage directly.

Ordered some drinks and The Chocolate Afffair.

SHE was as beautiful as there always are.

Ella is so cute.

Hahaha.

Shortcut everything.

I drank 2 glasses of chocolate and ate The Chocolate Affair.

Went back home and found out I was dehydrated by the chocolate.

Can't even move my body while lying on the bed.

It lasted about 2 to 3 days.

Ishhhhhh.

No more chocolate for me anymore.

Then it was wednesday.

We had our Moral Studies aka Personality Sciences presentation.

Everyone dressed formally.

Let the pictures do the talking.

Carmen with her stunning looks. LOL. xDDDD

The pro in asking questions. hehe.

Peck Yee. Still with her injured finger.

Class photo. Sesi September - December.

Art & Design, Business, Engineering.

Sombongnya this class of FCA 27.xD

Dramatic!

2009-11-10T22:03:00.003+08:00

Conflicts are flying from everywhere.

I just don't know how to stop it.

Anyone can give me a solution to solve it?

Can people just stop wearing masks to act in front of people they don't like?

No. I don't think so.

Because I wear a mask too.

So what if I don't wear a mask?

People will think that I'm acting snobbish.

The cycle goes round and round.

When is it gonna stop?

It's all act of childishness for heaven sake.

It's just everybody being childish and acting like they are the victim but they are not and actually everybody around them are the victim.

So what's the point of smilling in my face and stabbing my back from behind?

It's pointless too.

I'll just stop being childish by writing this post.

Stop being childish by giving u a black face whenever I don't like you.

THE END.

2009-11-10T21:30:00.001+08:00

Presentation tomorrow very important.

Dengan menggunakan Bahasa Melayu.

Bunuh saya kerana BM saya ialah private limited.

2009-11-06T21:34:00.003+08:00

Feeling confused.

And I don't know who to tell.

God please give me some advice.

2009-11-06T20:52:00.002+08:00

明天就是中华独立中学09年高三生的毕业典礼。

祝大家一路顺风。

好希望也可以和你们一样，一起毕业。

2009-11-04T23:17:00.002+08:00

I feel like crapping in the middle of the night.

Yeaaaaaa.

And I don't know why.

It's been a long day.

Since I was procrasinating the whole night.

LOL.

I wanted to complete the drawings in my sketchbook.

But only to realize I did not bring back my sketch models, so I got no visual references to draw it.

Arghhhhhhh.

Seems like my diet program is not working.

I'm still on a eat sleep eat sleep basis everyday.

Said that I would be in perfect shape by 31st Oct for my reunion.

But in the end I went back to LaiMeng with my fat body.

Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Lam Fung aka Raymond Lam is coming for concert this December.

How I wish I can go.

Yeaaaaaa.

I'm a big fan of his, although most people don't know.

But....................

The tickets are just too expensive.

RM390 wtf?

Can't afford.

Just don't go laaaaaa.

Is not like I did not see him before right?

LOL.

I'm still procrasinating now.

Listening to songs and doing nothing or maybe a little bit of facebook here and there.

It's like.... I can't go to sleep early.

I have no idea why.

God please save me from insomnia nights.

AMITABHA.

I hope buddha or GuanGong can understand english, because my dad say they do.

2009-11-04T23:15:00.002+08:00

A post that SOMEBODY should read.

As you can see, Somebody, that you can refer back to a post I written on September 7th, 2009.

You are the one who is optimistic and teaches me not to give up and give myself confidence in my life.

And I hope you will too yourself.

Now.

Please cheer up k?

2009-11-03T19:55:00.002+08:00

幸福点名

游戏规则：回答下列问题，贴到自己的部落格。写完后自己加一个问题然后传给10个人。

被点到的人要去跟他说。写完后去跟点到你的人说。

我得大名：王雪柔

我的生日：6.15

谁传给你的：李贝仪

生日想要得到什么：礼物

近期开心的是：好朋友之间的坦诚与诚实 =）

近期压力大的是: 功课

未来想做什么：设计师或建筑师

有没有喜欢的人：有

同学会要回去找老师吗：会

跟谁出去最幸福：朋友和情人

圣诞节要做什么：庆祝

最想跟谁过圣诞节：朋友家人情人

有几个兄弟姐妹：没有

最喜欢的一首歌（女生）：范玮琪 - 一个像夏天一个像秋天

最喜欢的一首歌（男生）：-

喜欢什么颜色：蓝，黑

生厕所会不会先冲水：ERRRRR.

爱不爱我：爱

喜欢男生女生：她

最想大声说什么：我爱你！

半夜敢不敢自己上厕所：有点不敢

上厕所会不会脱裤裤：ERRRRRR.

谁很欠打：我自己

现在很迷什么：音乐

睡相很差吗：听说很差

现在的时间：8.01PM

是否痛恨传给你点卷的人：不会

体重多少：67KG

今天天气：还好

你怀孕了吗：没有

你若中乐透最想做什么：换屋子换车

大学生一定要玩的活动：不懂

如果能位彩虹添加一种颜色你选：黑

你相信爱情会永远吗：还好

现在你穿什么颜色的衣服：黑色

放弃一个人会很难吗：看情况

最近在追看什么戏：败犬女王

点名人物

1. 刘嘉敏 LOW CARMEN

2.彭恩鱼 FISH PANG YEN YEE

3.黄筠云 SARA NG CHING YIN

4.陈忆君 TAN YUJI

5.郭潍豪 KOK WEI HAO

6. 林思仪 LIM XI YI

7. 王敏璇 WONG MAN SHEAN

8.陈佩翕 TAN PEI XI

9.谭耀邦 TAN YAO BANG

10.黄念仪 ETHAN WONG NIAN YI

4号认识6号吗：认识。同班同学

10号是男是女：难判断 xD

1号有没有兄弟姐妹：有

7号姓氏：王。和我一样

10号人缘好吗：很好

4号有人追吗:当然有啊

6号喜欢的颜色是：红色白色吧

3号和10号是朋友吗:不是

8号的生日：10月5日

你怎么认识10号的：故事很长

你跟1号的生日差几个月：四个月

你和9号有出去玩过吗：ERRRRR，没有吧

你喜欢跟1号聊天吗：当然

10号是什么星座：白羊？我不知道。

现在1号在干嘛：睡觉？

可以停了吗: 应该可以吧

2009-11-02T23:40:00.004+08:00

Was watching Enchanted for the 4th time just now.

Suddenly I'm addicted to this song.

So Close - Jon McLaughlin

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two

So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting
waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?

We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are

So close

And still so far.

2009-11-02T02:33:00.004+08:00

Trip back to LaiMeng.

From left : XiYi, ManShean, Emily, LiWei, Peixi, Me.

ManShean and Emily.

From left : Xiyi, ManShean, Emily, LiWei, Peixi.

LiWei and ManShean camwhoring with Emily beside. Hahaha.

Xiyi. As you can see.

LiWei and WengChun.

LiWei and Jasmine camwhoring.

Top from left : Peixi, Xiyi, Emily, Liwei, Jasmine, YB, Paul, Leon.

Bottom from left : ManShean, Me, WengChun, Waikin.

Emily, ManShean and Xiyi.

It's still them.

Focus on Peixi. Hahaha.

Focus on chopsticks, not Xiyi. Hahaha.

What was ManShean looking at?

2009-11-02T02:12:00.003+08:00

Hope I'm not too late to update about my Saturday.

I woke up abit bit late.

Yeaaaaaaaaa.

I know what you guys wanna say.

Organizer late marrrrrrr.

But........

I'm not really the organizer worrr.

Hahaha.

Then it was petrol 1st.

Stupid car got no more petrol.

Then next stop was ManShean's house.

Fetch her and went straight to LaiMeng.

Met XiYi at the carpark.

Walk to school.

XiYi and ManShean went to the toilet.

Leaving me walking alone to the cafeteria.

Saw Peixi at first and nearly can't recognize LiWei and Emily.

LOL.

How pretty they have grown.

Walk around the school.

Bumped into some juniors.

Told me my newspaper cutting was still downstairs.

OMG.

Look so ugly.

Then we went to the basketball court looking for makan stall.

Saw Weng Chun and another girl.

Thought it was his girlfriend.

Turned out to be Jasmine.

OMG.

Can't recognise her at ALL.

Then ManShean and XiYi go makan at the SushiKing stall.

Yeaaaaaa.

Sounds like Bon Odori.

LOL.

Makan makan makan.

Minum minum minum.

Finally the other organizer came.

So late.

WaiKin and Paul.

Almost 11.30 only YB came.

Yaaaaaaa.

The Yang Berhormat.

No laaaaaa.

I mean YaoBang.

He changed alot.

Well, alot of people can't recognise him.

Sat beside the field and chit chat awhile.

Took some pictures.

Then we made our way to KLCC for chilli's bottomless drinks.

The guys are so what.

Dunno how to say also.

Took a ride on Leon's car while the girls walk to KLCC.

Girl Power.

LOL.

Chilli's was fully packed.

So we were forced to go Little Penang for lunch.

Chit Chatting and eating and drinking.

Waiting for the model to come.

Yeaaaa.

Ms. Lim Zhu Sien.

It seems that Sien is a model now.

Siao.

Hahaha.

By the time Sien came, it was time for most of us to go.

I mean, me.

I was rushing to AAR concert.

Sien, Paul and Waikin went rock climbing.

Paul and Waikin, get another day laaaa.

Go rock climbing or paintball someday.

Sent Emily back to TamanMuda.

Got lost with ManShean in Cheras for awhile.

Finally ending up in Pandan Indah and we found our way to Pandan Perdana.

Fetched Carmen and sent ManShean back home.

Went back home then.

Seeing the tickets, only found out that the concert actually starts at 6pm, and it was 5.30pm already.

Rush my dad like hell only.

Made it at the stadium at about 6.30pm.

Squeeze ourselves through the crowd at the entrance of the concert.

But that's not the end.

After buying our dinner, aka 2 milo cans,

We made our way to the front of the stage.

Well, not exactly at the front laaaaa.

Were suppose to target Jonathan and Christy.

But in the end targeted blank and empty space to squeeze in.

We were quite near to the stage.

About 15 meter or 20 meters away only.

Thanks to Carmen.

AAR came out after a very long time.

After all the local bands like Pop Shuvit, Disagree and also OneBuckShort.

when AAR finally came out, people from behind were pushing like hell.

Got stepped on my legs and also injured my hand.

What a day.

It was also hot, with jam packed people, and it was drizzling.

I mean raining.

So it was actually a wonderful yet sweaty, hot, wet concert.

Good experience.

Don't ask me to go to any rock zone concert anymore.

Please.

Gaoooooo Mengggggggggg.

11pm.

Everything was done.

The concert was quite high.

Especially when they sang Gives You Hell.

It was the last song and it was a perfect Finale.

Walk our way to the entrance and looked for dad's car.

Patahkan kaki saya.