.

and here it goes again. my hell-like life.

revenge. if i could.

you know, I don't hold on to grudges.

the only thing I do, if I could, is revenge.

Yeaaaaaaaa it could already half a year since, and I have been laughing and smiling at you but guess what, I'm trying to make you eat shyt inside my heart.

If I could, I would chop you into pieces, if murder wasn't a crime.

For what you did, as a friend, as a buddy, as a pal.

Gosh you should just go commit suicide yourself.

end of the semester. well. soon.

This blog post is another random blog post of mine because I got nothing to do in the middle of the night.

Yea yea I know I should be doing my prototype but am not gonna do all the gluing with the chloroform in an aircond room and pengsan everybody in the house.

Its been a long time since I sat in front of my desktop typing away on my blog. Well, nowadays, its considered my mum and dad's desktop more than mine since I use my laptop more often but don't you guys think that the keyboard on the desktop is much more user friendly?

I just can't wait for the end of the semester to come.

I don't hope to pass with flying colours since I know that almost impossible but at least let me pass.

That's all I opt for since the days in CH.

Day after tomorrow will be the submission for the prototype.

Promise myself I will upload a photo of my prototype after I'm done.

And my prototype will soon be Chia Mei Mei's bookshelf or whatever shelf she wants it to be since I agreed I will give it to her once I'm done with all my presentation.

LOL.

OMG. 2 more weeks and I'm done with my year 2.

Gosh time really flies when you don't notice.

Can't believe it at all.

And I can't believe the fact that I'm going to the USA with Carmen Low Carmen, Eva Lee Ming, Vie Wen Law Hui Wen, Arron Chu Sze Yong, Nickson Lim Tien Wei, Ee Wil Ken and Lemon Chia Wei Hoong.

MAROON 5!

Look at the heps of fans that Carmen made me pick up on the floor so that Christy and Jon gets souvenirs. Lucky you guys! HEHE!

Yeapppppp. as you can see I had tickets to THE Maroon 5 concert that was held in Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil on courtesy of my uncle's complimentary tickets since he works at Maxis and they are the sponsor for this show.

Well honestly, I don't know much Maroon 5 songs and yeaaaa I was quite tired when they sang songs I did not know too well,

but heck they were AWESOME!

although the people in front of us block us most of the time.

Oh yeaaaaa. as you can see we got rock zone tickets!

Well not very near to Maroon 5 but we still manage to see them!

LOL!

Maroon 5!

The crowd and the stage before the show.

well I really pity 2 guys that were in front of us!

because it was rock zone and all, their girlfriends didn't manage to get a glimpse of Maroon 5 and you know what they did?

They "placed" their girlfriends on their shoulder and started blocking everybody's view!

and the girls were so happy to see Maroon 5 that they started shaking and some-what dancing on their bf's shoulder.

Gosh it was painful just to look.

but in the end security told them to come down. lol.

THAT'S US with the fan i picked up from the floor. sniff*

comes back?

After the whole event, me learn something important.

What goes around, comes around.

Karma or whatever, it happens.

And also,

when its yours, it will be yours.

some that has been written your name all over it/her/him/they,

will be yours.

The Starting of 2011

This is gonna be the first post of 2011,

and it will be the first post of 2011,

and it is the first post of 2011.

Let's talk about life since the start of 2011.

Well, pretty much music and fireworks?

That's what I saw in DesaPark City.

After that it was the Penang trip.

Awesome trip, of course because of the food and games and beach and friends.

Then it was back to school life.

Models after models. Models after Models. MODELS after MODELS.

Now after I leave this page, I gotta finish up my 600 - 800 words essay and presentation slide before 2pm tomorrow.

So wish me luck!

b. all I want for this new year, is you. =)

你，你，你

两个月了。

两个月了我才UPDATE我这个就来在这里闷死的部落格。

这两个月来，我很痛苦很痛苦很痛苦很痛苦。

但是我似乎没有要让别人分享的感觉。

我闷着我自己。我不让别人知道。我不让别人有取笑我的机会。

我继续过一样的生活，我继续过那种生不如死的生活。

到现在，我写这一篇不是为了要怨，不是要投诉，不是要告诉全世界我的痛苦。

写这一篇，是想奉劝自己，过去就是过去。

就算心里有几不甘，几不愿，但是还是需要忘记所有不好的，继续前往2011年。

或许是报应。

我知道是报应。

我知道现在的我，就是当初的你。

对你，我有无比的愧疚。我真的很愧疚。

我问你有没有想我，我有多期望你告诉你没有。

但是事实就是事实，没人可以改变。

至于另一个你。

我知道，你一直要我放下。

放下我所有看到听到知道的东西。

要我终于有觉可以睡，要我开开心心继续过我们的生活。

放心，我不是说我不能。

但是要立刻我做不到。

或许还是那一句吧，时间能冲淡这一切。

还有你。

或许你更本就不会读这一篇。

就算让你读，你也只会几个字。

但是我还是坚持要让你知道。

你，让我最痛苦的人。

我知道，你一直在怨，为什么就是对你那么不公平。

但是来说，我这两个月的痛苦，不已经是对你最大的公平吗？

或说，这整年来，我什么都没说，在你面前扮得若无其事的，难道不对你公平吗？

我只希望，你，把一些公平还回给我。把是我的，还回给我。

2010年，一个我不想想的年。

最痛苦的一年。

最心痛的一年。

最不开心的一年。

最不健康的一年。

2011年，我希望你快点到。

让我从新开始我们的生活。

让我赶快把2010年的衰事丢弃。