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13.3.09

单身

是,不用再猜测。
我真的单身了。

而且是我提出的。
你们不要再说她坏话好吗?
我不准你们那样说她!

是我变了好不好?
是我变心了。
我不再爱她了。

就这样。
所以她比我凄惨。
她被我抛弃。

对不起,
我需要这样做。

我变心了。
我不想欺骗她。

你们要觉得我是坏人也罢。

总之整件事都不是她的错。
她只是一个无辜的受害者。

12.3.09

感情

感情世界。
我不要再和它有什么关系了。

心,也应该关起来了。

My SPM Result.

Today, went back to take result.

Early morning go to beiyi's dad's office.
Go yamcha awhile.
Then went back to CH.

Recess time.
Went to the classes to find some friends.

10am.
Still can't get result yet.
So me and beiyi walk to mutiara to makan breakfast 1st.
at about 12pm, we walk back to school.
Take result.
So damn nervous.
Line up to get the result.
LOL.
Reach my turn.
I don't dare to look at the result.

See see xia.
No fail!!!!!!
Woah!!!!!!!
Better than what I expected!

After taking my result.
I went back to beiyi's dad's office with beiyi.
Sat there for awhile.
Then went back to her house.

Felt quite tired.
So slept on her bed awhile.
While she is playing online game.
LOL.






MY SPM RESULT.

BAHASA MELAYU - 5C
BAHASA INGGERIS - 1A
PENGETAHUAN MORAL - 6C
SEJARAH - 7D
MATHEMATICS - 1A
SCIENCE - 3B
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS - 4B
PRINSIP PERAKAUNAN - 8E
EKONOMI ASAS - 8E
BAHASA CINA - 4B

心情不好2

今天,莫名其妙的。
心情很不好。

或许是下午发生的那件事。
就知道那个人不会看华文,所以才能纾解下我的压力。
他的女朋友,对不起了,我真的需要纾解我的不适。

话说我已经很讨厌他拿我的相机去淋雨,
因为那个相机不是我的,
坏了我真的不知道怎样和哥哥交代。

淋到雨还不用紧,我好好地告诉他湿了。
他竟然说,不用紧。
好,我不发脾气就是了。

然后发现镜头开始凝聚起,
我着急了。
我需要把它拿到对的温度。
我就要进班。

但是这个混蛋竟然把我锁在外面。

这样你真的觉得很好玩吗?
我玩不起。
我真的玩不起。
我真的很气。

理智告诉我,不要冲动。
但是情绪告诉我,要爆发了。

我二话不说愤怒地踢了班上的门,
愤怒的敲了课室外的一张桌子。

我真的很气。
气上头。

现在还在气。
我就是不喜欢人家那么耍我。
我就是不喜欢。

我不喜欢人家不尊重我。
我不能好像一些人那样,被耍了还笑盈盈。

我是会发脾气的。
我是有忍耐度的。
我是有底线的。

我不是你们想像的那样。
我不是你们那个不计较的朋友。
我虽不小气,但是我很计较。

只要我不爽你,我不管你爸爸是皇帝,我都会对你发脾气。
我对你发脾气,就是说你超过了我的底线。

我愤怒。
好像砸烂房里的5面镜子。

是时候考虑买沙包了。

不要以为你们真的很了解我。
我可以说笑,我可以被人说。
但是我就是不爽一些人逆我意。

手上拿着的是一架千多块的相机。
我不得不发脾气。
千多块,我没有那么多钱陪。
况且我知道那相机是哥哥的,坏了他一定不好意思怪我。
毕竟他是我堂哥,而不是我哥哥。

那个人,我很庆幸你不会看华文。
不是因为我怕你看到了会不爽。
我才不削。
你要是明白我也无所谓。
我才没有那么鼠喇。
我只是不要为难班上的人。


还有,今天被我吓到的同学,对不起。
虽然我答应自己不再发脾气。
但是我真的忍不住。
我没有那样的忍耐度。

我已经忍了两个月。
是的。
我就是忍了那个人两个月。
不是说我讨厌他,也不是说我不爽他。
但是我就是不喜欢他的作风。
纯粹个人意见,如果你们不喜欢我这样讲他,我也没有办法,因为我就是不能忍。
虽说我不是讨厌他也不是不爽他,
但是今天我是彻彻底底不爽他了。
不要问我为什么。
或许你们觉得这件事也不严重。
但是我的观念就和你们不一样。
我不能忍受他自以为是的态度。
虽然我知道自己也有一点自我中心,但是我就是不爽他那么自我中心。

如果你们觉得我这样说他是很卑鄙的行为,
我也不能说什么。
因为这就是我。
我不喜欢隐藏。
或许读过这篇后有些人会讨厌我,
但是我不计较。
反正只要你觉得我骂得错,
那就是说我们的意见不相同。
意见不相同就是只能做普通朋友,
而不是好朋友。

是的,
只要是意见相同的人,
我都可以把他们当好朋友。
因为对我而言,
好朋友就是无所不谈。
而我就是有一大堆好朋友。

总之,我就是不爽他。
那,那些不爽我这样写他的人,
我也不能勉强你,
因为这是你的选择,
你的选择来不爽我,
我也希望你让我有选择,
选择不爽他。

11.3.09

CAMERA DAY

Today, we had photography workshop.
So hari ini I brought along gorgor's DSLR.
Well, I'm happy I brought it, because very fun to play with.
Kakakaka.

Early in the morning, we went to the photography studio.
DENGAR ITU ORANG CAKAP PUN NAK TIDUR.

LOL.
Just like Car said, he's like lagging in every sentence he says, until I feel like sleeping.

Today is Wednesday, so it's half day.
HARI INI MAKAN VEGETARIAN.
Went to CentrePoint to makan today.
Because perlu makan vegetarian.
Hari ini chorrrr yatttttt.

Ate at a vegetarian restaurant in CentrePoint.
The food quite ok but very oily.
So perlu drink alot of tea.
Drank chrysanthemum tea. Plus sugar.
Well, I've never drank tea with sugar before.
Quite nice.
But I'm still not used to the taste.
Hahahahaha.

Went back to class at about 2pm.
Played with the camera.
Something happened and for the 1st time I "fattttt peiii heiii" in school.
Well, actually I promised myself I won't do that in college as I did it in high school.
But sometimes you just can't control your anger.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

After drawing abit.
Played with the camera for awhile.
Taught Car how to create illusion.
You are suppose to press and turn at the same time.
But Car did it in another way.
She either press 1st or turn 1st.
Hahahahaha.
So cute. LOL.

When back at 4pm.
Raining.
Road very slippery.



Car, next time drive slower laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. =x

TAK MAU BLOGGGG LA

Well, I thought I don't wanna blog today gehhhh.
Erm, or should I say yesterday.

It's 3.30am now.
My hand itchy wanna come blog blog.
But I also dunno what to write.

Today was like anyday.
Everybody rushing for the task again.

The only difference is today Peck Yee, Carmen and I went to Win's Art even before class ended.
We got there, we got a carpark, only to find out it's still not open yet.
No choice.
We decided to go to KEPONG.

We went back to class to get our stuff in case we came back to school late.
Ask Shwu Eng if she wanna go back also.
Then 4 of us started our journey to Kepong.

PeckYee never go Kepong before.
Now go before liao lo. Hahaha.
When to Classic Art to buy our things.
LOL.
Damn expensive laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Still Win's Art better.
Hahahahahahahaha.

Then fetch Shwu Eng back home.
Walao.
Almost got lost inside Jinjang Selatan.
Nampak banyak LALA.
I hate LALA.

Then PeckYee fetch us back to school.
So saannnn fuuuu PeckYee.
Thanks Peck Yee.

Then as usual.
Went and pick mom.
I slept in the car again.
5pm-7pm is my napping time.
In the car.

Came back home, I slept on the sofa again.
LOL.
I know I know.
Very dirty marrr.
But I really tired lehhhhh.

Ate alot of prawns for dinner.
Prawns at home tends to taste better.
Hahaha.
Because I'll use my hand to eat.
But today can't use hand.
Due to my cuts.
Arghhhhhhhhhh.
Spoil my mood for prawns.
Hahahaha.

Call up gorgor to ask him if he had reached home.
Went over to his house to ambil the DSLR he lend me.
Found out dajie, my BIG SISTER, hahahaha, was at home.
Go kacau her awhile, then left with dad.

Then reach home.
I started on my task.
LOL.
I know I know.
It's late.
But at least I got do laaaaa.
If I was still the OngSheryl in high school,
"Choiiii leiii dou sorrrrrr"
Hahahaha.

Went to sleep at about 1am.
Thinking how to draw my aeroplane.
Woke up at 2.30am to wake Car up.
LOL.
My eyes can't even open.
Talk talk talk until 3am, finally both of us are up.
Hahaha.

Went and google search my aeroplane.
OMG.
this chocolate plane was so cute.
I decided to draw in my task.
Hahahaha.
Tomorrow only show the pics.

10.3.09

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. 
1. Crazy stuff u did before.
Kissing everybody I see? LOL

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
Eat and sleep

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?
Erm, don't prefer to.

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow ?
This question is so lame already. every tags has this question. don't wanna answer.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
Sure. =)

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
I think so.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
Money? no larrrrrr. erm. LOVE.

8. What do you feel like doing right now ?
Go out to uncle's house to get the DSLR my cousin bro is lending me.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
sure.

10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
Humourous.
Smart.
Thinks according to common sense.
Don't merajuk too much. Well, I mean can merajuk la. But not too much.
Likes FOOD. =D

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
DUMB.
SENSELESS.

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?
To live and fulfill all my wishes.

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
Like ManShean says, I don't wanna get myself into jail.

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
RICE.

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick
HAPPY. 

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
I wouldn't wanna change anything, because I am what I am. 

17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
Myself.

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
梁静茹's 属于。 because I'm listening to it. LOL

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Again?
My whole body laaaaaaaaaaaa.

20. Do u think ur Life is meaningful enough ??
I think so. Do you?


I would pick
1.) everybody in shapo club.
2.)man shean
3.)xi yi
4.)carmen
5.)ethan
6.)ryan