Photo Shooting.

Somehow Random.

I know I got nothing to write, but I had to because my hands are itchy.

That's why I need to scratch it.

I went to the Book Fest at KLCC Convention Centre with Carmen.

Well, the point is, I did not buy any books.

Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

And that's the end of my story for today.

Bukit Cahaya, Not-so surprise Party, Sunway Pyramid

Well, bright and sunny day, we decided to go to Bukit Cahaya yesterday.

Day before yesterday, I was frustrated with the GPS that shows nothing but Shah Alam, not even Bukit Cahaya.

Internet was down at home so I can't even check for coordinates on the Internet.

Booooooo. =(

In the end I had to use my cellphone and use up my data charges to get on the Internet.

Well, it turns out that Bukit Cahaya's real name, was actually Taman Pertanian Malaysia, which means Agriculture Park Malaysia in English.

Now my GPS works. Teeheee.

Well, the trip there was hectic enough.

Traffic jams force us to take another way.

Then we lost each other on the way.

Because Ken was driving too slow in his new MYVI SE (Slow Edition).

Jonathan was flying his car all over the place as usual.

If Jonathan were to drive at 60km/h, we would have stopped by the hospital first to get his brain checked.

LOL.

Finally we reached Bukit Cahaya.

First stop was the toilet.

Lemon's idea.

Then we walk to the counter to get our tickets.

Not bad, RM3 per entry.(Excluding the bicycle rental)

We went straight to the bicycle rental counter but it was still not open yet.

Not being racism, but it's common during puasa season laa.

LOL.

But we took the bus ride around the park.

And the bus driver dropped us at this fishing pond and told us we could feed the fishes.

And the first thing that ran into a few or our minds were, oh god, money again. Need to buy bread for the fishes to makan.

Well, we were wrong.

The Pak Cik there provided us with fish food that we could feed the fishes and they were free!

Lots of them!

Two big buckets full!

And we were turned into Professional Fish Feeders (if that's what they are called!) instantly!

Well, not all of us. Jonathan opted to be the fishes' friend, playing with the fishes and scolding them foul words. HAHA!

Of all, feeding the fishes were the best part of the whole trip.

LOL.

As we got on the bus, I somehow wanted to stay there and feed the fishes.

They are so adorable.

But soon they will be food.

As they are Red Tilapia. Fine food for chinese.

Hehe.

Then we visited a place called Taman Cendawan, where there is no mushroom at all.

Ishhhhhhhhhh.

But there's is this viewing tower that I had researched on when I was doing my viewing tower project.

Well, it's dangerously constructed. Everything is not based on Ergonomics. LOL

But the design was not bad, using tree trunks to constructed the supporting beams.

We went up and Ken dropped his Aviators from the very top.

And all of us went :"WOW!!!!"

Then Jonathan and the guys race down the staircase which was scary cos the flight of the staircases was so small you can't even fit Jeannie's leg on it.

Hahaha.

When we reach the very bottom, Ken found his Aviators to be in perfect shape.

HAHAHA.

Cheap stuff last longer huh?

LOL.

Then since the bus was not there for us yet, we went to the exercising equipments and fool with it.

Well, cut short the exercising part, we were already exhausted when we got back to the bicycle rental.

And the first thing we did after getting our bikes were to cycle back to the entrance and get 100plus. LOL.

Well, the bicycle trip was not bad, excluding the part we got lost and I got my hamstring sprained.

It was a up and down track and all of us were exhausted.

And the worst thing was five of us, went deeper and deeper and deeper and deeper.

Without noticing the path we were on was a dead end.

And with my hamstring sprained, we had a pick up truck to come pick us up.

LOL.

well, most of us, consisting of me, Carmen, and Lemon's girlfriend.

Lemon and Ken had to cycle back.

And here, I wanna thanks Ee Wil Ken for backpacking my heavy bag for so long.

Thank you thank you.

All of us were so exhausted we went to Jonathan's house to bathe.

Well, it was part of our surprise.

We had to trick him into bathing so that we could get him and Jeannie a cake.

His house has these awesome sound system and we watch The Ugly Truth.

I did not have the chance to watch the whole movie since me, Carmen and Christy had to go out to one of the cake shops to buy a cake.

Well, the surprise was not that successful since Jonathan already figure it out.

But it was a surprise for Jeannie because she did not expect we would celebrate hers as well.

And so we had our dinner.

Fried Assam Laksa.

First of its kind. Well, definitely a first for me.

Quite tasty.

The food was good.

And it was already closing to 5pm.

We knew if we were to go back to KL at that time, it would be a massive jam.

So instead me and Carmen decided to go to Sunway Pyramid with Lemon and his girlfriend.

We met up and started window shopping.

Well, window shopping for me and Carmen but I guess not for Lemon.

Hehehe.

Then Carmen and Lemon's girlfriend was excited about ice skating so we decided to go have ice skating.

But too bad the rink is closed for classes.

Ishhhhhhh.

Oh well, next time then. =D

We went for some dessert, HoneyMoon.

Took us ages to decide what we want.

LOL.

I had ICE.

WEEEEEEEEEE.

Cooling.

Then it was time to go home, as my dad called and called.

Ishhhhhhhh.

I'm on holiday, can't I just have fun?

Oh well, parents are always like that.

What to do?

Had a blast with my classmates from morning till night!

Best day of the week!

人人跌倒，不见你跌倒？

我知道，这句话听起来怪怪的。

但是我却不想说到“人人死，不见你死”那么绝，就只好换一换，但是我想表达的感觉是相同的，一模一样。

有时候想想，为什么神要对我那么不公平。

好好好，说到这里，我也知道很多人心中一定想跟我说：“你啊，身在福中不知福啊！”。

但是再想想，我遇过的人当中，有哪个没有埋怨过自己的生活？

我又何曾没告诉过他们“身在福中不知福”这一句话呢？

我知道，我一直埋怨也不是解决问题的方法。

但是，你有何曾给过我另一个选择呢？

那我也只好跟随你给我的唯一选择，闭嘴。

就算再气，就算再伤，就算再累，我也只能选择在我那臭脸上勉强挤出微笑，或把手上有的东西捏成不成本样。

本觉得对你们好好的，为什么要拿我开玩笑？

你觉得我不会懂吗？

不要说我夸自己，但是你们的一举一动，你们的一言，你们的一指，都被我看在眼里。

更何况，你们说的玩笑，对我而言，一点都不好笑。

我知道你们在说什么，你们在指什么。

伤心的不是你们说我，伤心的是我知道在你们的玩笑当中，你们已经把我和他比下去。

你们不知道，说人家坏话，是瞒不过人家的吗？

始终，到最后，还是会有人知道。

我不是怪你们不在乎我的感受，或说你们根本不把我放在眼里。

但是，为什么你们却那么在乎他呢？

处处为他制造机会，处处为他说好话？

不是我妒忌，事先声明我不是妒忌，而是我们都是朋友。

为什么有不同的待遇？

我接近她，你们提醒她不要那么靠近我，说我会影响她什么的。

当他向她表白的时候，人人都是支持的。

连我也要做戏，做到好像我也支持他一样。

那有没有人想过我应该怎样面对。

还有你，别说没人这样做。

你，就是你。

不要看到这篇过后又要我删除。

你要生气我也好，要打我也好，要和我断绝一切关系也好，我想声明，我是不会删除的。

你要我让他们知道我有多痛苦。

好，我就让他们知道我有多痛苦。

我已经受够了。

我已经累了。

我累的不是因为我需要带着面具面对他们，而是我在面具后面流泪流到很辛苦。

我累的是，你明明知道我有多苦，多累，你都没有要为我站出来。

就算我我哭着告诉你我的辛酸，你也只会在我面前，哭着告诉我对不起。

那又何必呢？

我就是爱她，可以吗？

难道就不能给我一个爱人的机会？

或许看了这篇后你们很想我在她身边消失，不要再影响她。

那你们可以告诉我，我会立刻消失。

TO：你

如果你真的受不了我了，那我会消失。

我做到的。

之前不是我做不到，而是你不让我做。

这次我那么绝，我心里有数会发生什么事。

我知道你将会承受你不能承受的压力。

但是我真的要倒了。

我真的不能了。

对不起。

是我不好。

说过不伤害你。

但是，你，和你们，真的伤得我太深了。

你，和你们，真的欺人太甚了。

你，和你们，真的不知道你们到底插了几只刀在我的心口。

你，和你们，是我心爱的人，是我的好朋友们。

我，和我的心，真的不能生存在你，和你们当中了。

September Trip, one last notification

Hotel : Flamingo by the beach

Room Rate : two-bedroom suite per night RM300 (Will be equally divided among whoever is going)

Transport : AirAsia RM 106(without luggage check in) RM126(with luggage check in)

If you don't wanna check in your luggage, then just bring a hand carry bag

Land transport : will confirm later

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This will be the last time I'm begging you all to reply to my messages and give me an answer.

Thank you.

September Class Trip

Dear college mates,

Me planning a trip to Penang this coming September, which is our holiday.

I will be booking for 13th, 14th, 15th September. (Since our Crazie Ken is going to Singapore with his family.)

Reason for going to Penang:

-Good food, this is a eat-eat-eat tour

-Nice beach, got lots of beach activitives. For example : banana boat

-I got good rates on hotel there, so we can stay quite cheap cheap there

Please, consult me for further details.

People invited are :

Adam Karma Deshe Gedun (Adam Yong Kok Leong)

Dailou Chan (Chan Yong Hong)

Charcoal Chek (Chek Chien Ping)

Desmond Cheong

Crazie Ken (Ee Wil Ken)

Lemon Chia (Chia Wei Hoong)

Joanne Wong (Jonathan Wong Kit Weng)

Jonathan Lam Kin Weng

Louis 山木陽本 (Louis Loo Woei Lung)

Joseph Williams (Patrick Joseph Williams)

Christy Yap

Low Carmen

LavinPeggy LavinPeggy (Gan Peck Yee)

Stephanie Chee Mei Cheng

Jeannie Ng Shwu Eng

Christine Wong Le Chin

Hui Yen (Ong Hui Yann)

Zaaina Rafeeu (Aminath Zaaina Rafeeu)

addicted.

currently I'm very addicted to facebook games like Fashion World, Baking Life, and most of all, Car Town!

Why am I interested in Car Town?

Although it's just a town, but the cars inside are realistic.

And they even mimic the same designs as the original cars!

There's car wash, tuning...... all sorts of stuff.

There is even racing, but your car performance have to be very good!

LOL!

Well, I'm just talking crap here.

My main point is,

I'm addicted to Car Town like I'm addicted to caffeine!