Hmmmm.

Suddenly feel like writing this.

Seriously.

What are friends?

Are they people you can rely on when you need them?

Or are they the people who will support you when you need support?

Or are they the people you feel comfortable with?

No matter what they are or what role they play,

I wish I had more of them.

Ya.

I can have tons of friends from school.

On facebook.

On my blog list.

But how many can I really trust?

How many can I treat them heart to heart?

Both hands with ten fingers can count all of them.

Maybe one hand.

For all these years I had thought of myself as a person with a lots of friends.

I say HI to everyone I see in school.

Maybe out of the 4700 students in ChongHwa, I know 2000 of them.

But come to think of it,

they are just on-lookers and passer-bys in my life.

They will never even leave a foot step in my heart.

And after 10 years, I will forget them.

Somehow, I feel that I'm alone.

I'm insomnia now.

I have no idea why I can't sleep.

So I'm in Facebook - Blogger - Facebook - Blogger - MSN -Facebook.

Was suppose to wake up Ms.LowCarmen at 12.30am.

But after calling her on the phone for 10 times, I finally gave up.

Sms-ed Kelly's phone to try to wake her up, but I guess Kelly is sleeping too.

HMMMMMM.

Too bad for your drawing, Carmen.

Can't help you with that.

I really feel so bored now.

I've finished 23 Sudoku puzzles in 2 days.

Wooooohooooooo!

Currently addicted to it.

It trains your mind okayyyy.

Not some addictive computer games.

Went to The Curve or rather e@Curve with Carmen, Ken and Jeannie today.

Was suppose to search for Charcoal's birthday present but ended up window shopping ourselves.

Oh yeaaaaa!

I saw a LoopWheeler Be@rbrick there!!!!!

OMFG!!!!!!

RM499!

400% AND 100%!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!

I WISH I CAN GET IT!!!!!

And I also saw alot of be@rbricks there.

The series 18 is only RM16.80 there, comparing to the ones sold in ActionCity, RM19.80.

And I reassure that they are genuine be@rbricks.

I also saw the ones that I got sold there.

There's this pink one.

I forgot its name.

It's sold at RM180!

And I bought it at RM18.80!

And there's the one dear has.

Sold at RM90.

And the Kubrick version of Be@rbrick, with the detachable head and an extra head inside, sold at above RM100.

And I got 2 of those!!!!!

Although I gave one to dear.

But I'm rich man!!!!!

Trust me!

Be@rbricks are investments.

Hahahaha.

Copied from Ethan.

I think it's a meaningful post.

身為Ｔ的女人
必須知道...。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ渴望愛情至終都能有個女人相陪。
但又有哪個女人願意捨棄婚紗的夢愛著一個T？

女人總是不知道
Ｔ渴望的承諾都能一一實現。
但又有哪個女人願意相信？

女人總是不知道
Ｔ用盡全力想當妳心中的男人。
但女人一次一次的傷害，那堅強的心房也會一次一次的碎。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ其實心思細膩到不行，
不一定每個女人都能跟Ｔ一樣能想很多。
其實Ｔ已經愛很多。

女人總是不知道
妳給的一首歌，
Ｔ能把它弄成手機鈴聲，只要一響起就會想起妳。

女人總是不知道
一封簡訊能讓Ｔ開心很久。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ是個男人也是個女人。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ從來不會真正去生妳的氣
而是因為他真的喜歡妳在乎妳愛妳。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ跟男人一樣，
也像個孩子一樣。

女人總是不知道，
Ｔ已深愛妳，
就算身邊有多少個女人來來去去的走，
她的眼裡也只看的見妳。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ在乎妳討論男生。
深怕哪天被妳口中的男人比下去。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ比誰都在乎別人的眼光
不是在乎自己，
而是在乎別人怎嚜想妳

女人總是不知道
Ｔ的溫柔不是因為她也是女人
而是因為愛妳
所以當個溫柔的人。

女人總是不知道
在妳們提出分手後
Ｔ的世界就像瓦解般的摧毀。

女人總是不知道
分手後
Ｔ沒辦法像個男人一樣灑脫的走

女人總是不知道
Ｔ的每場戀愛都當成是這輩子最後的愛

女人總是不知道
Ｔ手上一道一道的傷痕
是因為放不了忘不了

女人總是不知道
電話那頭的她
已經啜泣的全身顫抖
Ｔ總是忍著痛笑笑的說，
我過的很好。

女人總是不知道
Ｔ看似笑容的背後
有深深的痛。

女人總是不知道
當妳們背棄了約定回到男人的懷抱裡時
Ｔ的心有多痛。


Ｔ不是永遠的療傷藥，
有天他們也會脆弱的倒下。
看著妳們在回歸男人的懷抱裡。

一次一次破碎的心...?
很難平復..。



在愛Ｔ的同時
請想想　... 妳真的是愛女人的嗎?

不要最後一聲不響的走回男人身邊

她不是永遠的男人
也不是永遠的女人

只是兩顆心融合...。

要愛...就請認真的愛。

誰不想永遠呢？

Yeaaaaaaa. I can't believe I'm skipping class for the first time in my life.

Ishhhhhh.

Know why?

Because of Prom yesterday.

Got drunk.

Well, it wasn't a Prom I had expected.

I expected tables but no tables.

Ishhhh.

But nothing to complain laaa.

So cheap.

Hahahaha.

They served red wine and Gin at the dinner.

And yeaaa.

The Gin.

At first it was 5% Gin 95% Sprite.

You know laaaaa.

High school prom worrr.

But as I took more.

It taste more like 60% Gin and 40% Sprite.

And as the night goes later, it increases.

All of us were floating on our feet.

LOL.

Pictures will be uploaded later.

For the mean time, you guys can have a look at my facebook album.

It's uploaded already.

Just got back from Genting.

Yeaaaa.

Midnight.

Went and watch the whatever "farr hou yuet yuen" with my mum.

Free tickets courtesy of Magnum 4D.

And guess what.

I shake hands with Bosco Wong!!!!!!!!

OMIGOSH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeaaaaaa.

That's about it.

And Linda Chung is damn leng luiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!

I got lots of things to blog about.

Like on sunday, I went to 1u and saw SHE.

Happy to see them because it wasn't my initial plan to see them.

We took a seat at Theobroma Chocolate Lounge which enable us to look down on the stage directly.

Ordered some drinks and The Chocolate Afffair.

SHE was as beautiful as there always are.

Ella is so cute.

Hahaha.

Shortcut everything.

I drank 2 glasses of chocolate and ate The Chocolate Affair.

Went back home and found out I was dehydrated by the chocolate.

Can't even move my body while lying on the bed.

It lasted about 2 to 3 days.

Ishhhhhh.

No more chocolate for me anymore.

Then it was wednesday.

We had our Moral Studies aka Personality Sciences presentation.

Everyone dressed formally.

Let the pictures do the talking.

Carmen with her stunning looks. LOL. xDDDD

The pro in asking questions. hehe.

Peck Yee. Still with her injured finger.

Class photo. Sesi September - December.

Art & Design, Business, Engineering.

Sombongnya this class of FCA 27.xD

Dramatic!

Conflicts are flying from everywhere.

I just don't know how to stop it.

Anyone can give me a solution to solve it?

Can people just stop wearing masks to act in front of people they don't like?

No. I don't think so.

Because I wear a mask too.

So what if I don't wear a mask?

People will think that I'm acting snobbish.

The cycle goes round and round.

When is it gonna stop?

It's all act of childishness for heaven sake.

It's just everybody being childish and acting like they are the victim but they are not and actually everybody around them are the victim.

So what's the point of smilling in my face and stabbing my back from behind?

It's pointless too.

I'll just stop being childish by writing this post.

Stop being childish by giving u a black face whenever I don't like you.

THE END.

Presentation tomorrow very important.

Dengan menggunakan Bahasa Melayu.

Bunuh saya kerana BM saya ialah private limited.

Feeling confused.

And I don't know who to tell.

God please give me some advice.

明天就是中华独立中学09年高三生的毕业典礼。

祝大家一路顺风。

好希望也可以和你们一样，一起毕业。

I feel like crapping in the middle of the night.

Yeaaaaaa.

And I don't know why.

It's been a long day.

Since I was procrasinating the whole night.

LOL.

I wanted to complete the drawings in my sketchbook.

But only to realize I did not bring back my sketch models, so I got no visual references to draw it.

Arghhhhhhh.

Seems like my diet program is not working.

I'm still on a eat sleep eat sleep basis everyday.

Said that I would be in perfect shape by 31st Oct for my reunion.

But in the end I went back to LaiMeng with my fat body.

Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Lam Fung aka Raymond Lam is coming for concert this December.

How I wish I can go.

Yeaaaaaa.

I'm a big fan of his, although most people don't know.

But....................

The tickets are just too expensive.

RM390 wtf?

Can't afford.

Just don't go laaaaaa.

Is not like I did not see him before right?

LOL.

I'm still procrasinating now.

Listening to songs and doing nothing or maybe a little bit of facebook here and there.

It's like.... I can't go to sleep early.

I have no idea why.

God please save me from insomnia nights.

AMITABHA.

I hope buddha or GuanGong can understand english, because my dad say they do.

A post that SOMEBODY should read.

As you can see, Somebody, that you can refer back to a post I written on September 7th, 2009.

You are the one who is optimistic and teaches me not to give up and give myself confidence in my life.

And I hope you will too yourself.

Now.

Please cheer up k?

=(

幸福点名

游戏规则：回答下列问题，贴到自己的部落格。写完后自己加一个问题然后传给10个人。

被点到的人要去跟他说。写完后去跟点到你的人说。

我得大名：王雪柔

我的生日：6.15

谁传给你的：李贝仪

生日想要得到什么：礼物

近期开心的是：好朋友之间的坦诚与诚实 =）

近期压力大的是: 功课

未来想做什么：设计师或建筑师

有没有喜欢的人：有

同学会要回去找老师吗：会

跟谁出去最幸福：朋友和情人

圣诞节要做什么：庆祝

最想跟谁过圣诞节：朋友家人情人

有几个兄弟姐妹：没有

最喜欢的一首歌（女生）：范玮琪 - 一个像夏天一个像秋天

最喜欢的一首歌（男生）：-

喜欢什么颜色：蓝，黑

生厕所会不会先冲水：ERRRRR.

爱不爱我：爱

喜欢男生女生：她

最想大声说什么：我爱你！

半夜敢不敢自己上厕所：有点不敢

上厕所会不会脱裤裤：ERRRRRR.

谁很欠打：我自己

现在很迷什么：音乐

睡相很差吗：听说很差

现在的时间：8.01PM

是否痛恨传给你点卷的人：不会

体重多少：67KG

今天天气：还好

你怀孕了吗：没有

你若中乐透最想做什么：换屋子换车

大学生一定要玩的活动：不懂

如果能位彩虹添加一种颜色你选：黑

你相信爱情会永远吗：还好

现在你穿什么颜色的衣服：黑色

放弃一个人会很难吗：看情况

最近在追看什么戏：败犬女王

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点名人物

1. 刘嘉敏 LOW CARMEN

2.彭恩鱼 FISH PANG YEN YEE

3.黄筠云 SARA NG CHING YIN

4.陈忆君 TAN YUJI

5.郭潍豪 KOK WEI HAO

6. 林思仪 LIM XI YI

7. 王敏璇 WONG MAN SHEAN

8.陈佩翕 TAN PEI XI

9.谭耀邦 TAN YAO BANG

10.黄念仪 ETHAN WONG NIAN YI

4号认识6号吗：认识。同班同学

10号是男是女：难判断 xD

1号有没有兄弟姐妹：有

7号姓氏：王。和我一样

10号人缘好吗：很好

4号有人追吗:当然有啊

6号喜欢的颜色是：红色白色吧

3号和10号是朋友吗:不是

8号的生日：10月5日

你怎么认识10号的：故事很长

你跟1号的生日差几个月：四个月

你和9号有出去玩过吗：ERRRRR，没有吧

你喜欢跟1号聊天吗：当然

10号是什么星座：白羊？我不知道。

现在1号在干嘛：睡觉？

可以停了吗: 应该可以吧

Was watching Enchanted for the 4th time just now.

Suddenly I'm addicted to this song.

So Close - Jon McLaughlin

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two

So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew

So close was waiting
waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?

We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end

And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are

So close

So close

And still so far.

Trip back to LaiMeng.

From left : XiYi, ManShean, Emily, LiWei, Peixi, Me.

ManShean and Emily.

From left : Xiyi, ManShean, Emily, LiWei, Peixi.

LiWei and ManShean camwhoring with Emily beside. Hahaha.

Xiyi. As you can see.

LiWei and WengChun.

LiWei and Jasmine camwhoring.

Top from left : Peixi, Xiyi, Emily, Liwei, Jasmine, YB, Paul, Leon.

Bottom from left : ManShean, Me, WengChun, Waikin.

Emily, ManShean and Xiyi.

It's still them.

Focus on Peixi. Hahaha.

Focus on chopsticks, not Xiyi. Hahaha.

What was ManShean looking at?

Hope I'm not too late to update about my Saturday.

I woke up abit bit late.

Yeaaaaaaaaa.

I know what you guys wanna say.

Organizer late marrrrrrr.

But........

I'm not really the organizer worrr.

Hahaha.

Then it was petrol 1st.

Stupid car got no more petrol.

Then next stop was ManShean's house.

Fetch her and went straight to LaiMeng.

Met XiYi at the carpark.

Walk to school.

XiYi and ManShean went to the toilet.

Leaving me walking alone to the cafeteria.

Saw Peixi at first and nearly can't recognize LiWei and Emily.

LOL.

How pretty they have grown.

Walk around the school.

Bumped into some juniors.

Told me my newspaper cutting was still downstairs.

OMG.

Look so ugly.

Then we went to the basketball court looking for makan stall.

Saw Weng Chun and another girl.

Thought it was his girlfriend.

Turned out to be Jasmine.

OMG.

Can't recognise her at ALL.

Then ManShean and XiYi go makan at the SushiKing stall.

Yeaaaaaa.

Sounds like Bon Odori.

LOL.

Makan makan makan.

Minum minum minum.

Finally the other organizer came.

So late.

WaiKin and Paul.

Almost 11.30 only YB came.

Yaaaaaaa.

The Yang Berhormat.

No laaaaaa.

I mean YaoBang.

He changed alot.

Well, alot of people can't recognise him.

Sat beside the field and chit chat awhile.

Took some pictures.

Then we made our way to KLCC for chilli's bottomless drinks.

The guys are so what.

Dunno how to say also.

Took a ride on Leon's car while the girls walk to KLCC.

Girl Power.

LOL.

Chilli's was fully packed.

So we were forced to go Little Penang for lunch.

Chit Chatting and eating and drinking.

Waiting for the model to come.

Yeaaaa.

Ms. Lim Zhu Sien.

It seems that Sien is a model now.

Siao.

Hahaha.

By the time Sien came, it was time for most of us to go.

I mean, me.

I was rushing to AAR concert.

Sien, Paul and Waikin went rock climbing.

Paul and Waikin, get another day laaaa.

Go rock climbing or paintball someday.

Sent Emily back to TamanMuda.

Got lost with ManShean in Cheras for awhile.

Finally ending up in Pandan Indah and we found our way to Pandan Perdana.

Fetched Carmen and sent ManShean back home.

Went back home then.

Seeing the tickets, only found out that the concert actually starts at 6pm, and it was 5.30pm already.

Rush my dad like hell only.

Made it at the stadium at about 6.30pm.

Squeeze ourselves through the crowd at the entrance of the concert.

But that's not the end.

After buying our dinner, aka 2 milo cans,

We made our way to the front of the stage.

Well, not exactly at the front laaaaa.

Were suppose to target Jonathan and Christy.

But in the end targeted blank and empty space to squeeze in.

We were quite near to the stage.

About 15 meter or 20 meters away only.

Thanks to Carmen.

AAR came out after a very long time.

After all the local bands like Pop Shuvit, Disagree and also OneBuckShort.

when AAR finally came out, people from behind were pushing like hell.

Got stepped on my legs and also injured my hand.

What a day.

It was also hot, with jam packed people, and it was drizzling.

I mean raining.

So it was actually a wonderful yet sweaty, hot, wet concert.

Good experience.

Don't ask me to go to any rock zone concert anymore.

Please.

Gaoooooo Mengggggggggg.

11pm.

Everything was done.

The concert was quite high.

Especially when they sang Gives You Hell.

It was the last song and it was a perfect Finale.

Walk our way to the entrance and looked for dad's car.

Patahkan kaki saya.