无助

突然觉得很无助。

我做着我的功课。

我的调色盘肮脏了。

实在太肮脏了。

我决定帮它冲凉。

走进厕所，拿了一盆水，放了睡，就把调色盘宝贝放进去。

然后把盆拉到门旁边，慢慢的擦。

但是顽固的ACRYLIC死都不肯脱下来。

只好放它在那泡。

过了良久，我再次坐到厕所门边，拿起调色盘擦。

经过一些朋友刚刚的不理不睬，我越擦越烦恼。

我不知道为什么。

我心情很不好。

在心情不好的时候，我突然想起5A4。

想起常常坐在班上和思仪聊天的情景。

那个星座分析真的很对，双子座真的无所不谈，但是就是不谈自己。

但是我和思仪谈的，真是自己。

现在要我突然间和一个朋友那样谈，我真的做不到。

顿时觉得朋友真的很难找。

好像思仪那样的好朋友更加难找。

我顿时觉得很无助。

虽然时常看到思仪ONLINE，但是我总觉得打字还是不比谈天好。

我不知道现在去哪里找一个好像思仪那样的好朋友谈天。

或许上天就是公平，一生中就给你一个。

就给你一个，你又了解她，她又了解你的人。

如果没有记错，我和思仪没有吵过架。

这是因为我们有默契。

只要我们谈一个话题谈到不合意见时，我们很自然地闭嘴，从此那个话题就不会围绕我们的嘴边。

或许有些人会觉得，我们这样做，只是怕得罪对方。

但是我们心里都知道，我们不能没有对方这一个好朋友。

我们不敢吵架的原因就是因为我们怕吵架了，就会成为陌生人。

如果我们真的成了陌生人，我也不知道我的心会有多难受。

思仪，我真的很想念坐在你隔壁的时候啊～

一起谈天，一起躺在桌上睡觉的时候。

一起说某某人，一起说某某事的时候。

DIE CANVAS

the stupid canvas is really driving me crazy.

PeckYee finished already.

She left me and Car on the boat sinking downwards. xD

I really hate the canvas.

I really hate my drawing.

Alot of bottles.

Arghhhhhhhh.

Kill me please.

Like Car said, dateline = deadline.

LOL.

Really is true.

Tomorrow got replacement class in the afternoon again.

SHIT.

Anybody can give me back my wednesday afternoon?

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

超级准的双子座分析

浏览邦新的BLOG的时候读到的。

很准。

真的很准。

哈哈哈

雙子座終極完美分析
有很多的朋友，可是"看起來朋友很多，可是知心的沒有幾個"這句話很深刻的形容了雙子。雙子很能說話，他跟別人可以天南地北的聊，可以聊得很八卦，也會聊 一些很嚴肅的話題。雙子可以跟你聊很多東西，可是注意了，他都只是跟你聊一些不關自己的事。隨便他跟你說些什麼，可是跟自己有關的都只是些皮毛而已。比 如，今天又有某個明星怎樣怎樣了；隔壁班有多少美女帥哥的。關於自己的事，他幾乎是不說的，就算是說，也是說一些關於自己無關痛癢的事。當你想更進一步的 瞭解雙子，他會很自然的把話題給扯開。

對於自信的雙子來說，他又同時很沒有安全感，這是雙子特有的矛盾。他喜歡把自己重重包圍住，不讓自己暴露。對於雙子來說，如果在一個還不瞭解的人面前把自 己暴露了，就等於讓別人抓住了自己的把柄。這樣就失去了一定的優勢。當雙子感到獨孤悲傷時，只會一個人躲在房間裡哭，或者一個人鬱悶著。

雙子也很怕被傷害，很多時候寧願自己承受一切，也不願別人抓住自己的把柄。所以久而久之也就養成了習慣。雙子基本上也是個很痛苦的人。表面上總是很有活 力，很快樂的樣子，可是沒人的時候他又總是很憂傷。雙子總會被一種莫名的悲傷籠罩。但他不會讓別人發現的，他怕被傷害，也怕被別人拋棄，只能自己硬挺著一 切。所以雙子很神經質，精神脆弱，容易人格分裂，因為承受了太多的東西.
一般來說雙子的孩子都很早熟。雙子對很多的東西都在乎得要命，可是表面上就是看起來什麼都不在乎。雙子並不是故意要掩飾自己，上面說了，這只是一種習慣了，可是在外人看來他就成了虛偽的人。

雙子是被公認的最花心、最冷酷無情的星座。其實對於雙子的花心，真的不想再說些什麼了。解釋得太多，累了，也沒耐心了。可是說起雙子，就不得不提感情，雙 子這一生，似乎必須被感情牽伴，跟愛情糾纏一世。很多人說雙子並不花心，只是博愛，所以才會有那麼好的人緣。忘了在哪裡看見了這樣的一句話：雙子最大的悲 哀在於有兩個人的思想，卻只有一個人的身體，雙子有愛自己所愛的人的權利，也有保護彼此所愛的人的義務，雙子只剩下一個時，愛也就只剩下義務了。
我想用如來若去說的一句話給雙子的花心做個總結：花心的極端就是癡心的可怕。該懂的人應該會懂的。至於冷酷無情真的不知道該從何說起。其實雙子是最平和的 星座，如果可以不發生衝突，都會盡量避免。雙子也很少跟別人吵架，他討厭吵架，如果是因為一些生活瑣碎小事吵架，那麼雙子就在吵完的那一刻就把這件事給忘 了；

要雙子真的跟你翻臉，除非是你的所作所為或所說的話實在讓雙子不能忍受，這時他會很鄙視得看你一眼，然後頭也不回地走掉，甚至會不給你留面子地離開。這時 你一輩子也別想再和他和好了，就算有的雙子礙於面子和你再成為朋友，但是他們已經對你鄙視到了極點，只不過維持著這一層不得不維持的"朋友"關係其實，很 大一部分雙子，對待感情是非常專一的，之所以給人留下花心的美名，是因為很少有人能夠讓略帶童心的雙子動真感情，不是雙子鐵石心腸，而是雙子個性裡面天生 有一些憂鬱，一些潛在的不自信，只是雙子隱藏的深入，可是一旦讓雙子動了真感情，那麼恭喜你了，雙子的天真，率直，外加表達能力豐富，一定能讓你獲得很多 快樂。

每個雙子都有一個故事隱藏在心裡，多數是不堪回首的往事，雙子是個念舊或者說是喜歡沉浸在回憶中的星座，他（她）的這個故事通常都是因情所困，動了感情而 被傷害了的雙子是脆弱的，也是堅強的，他（她）可以很快的振作起來，可以當什麼事都沒有發生，這些都是雙子演給世人看的罷了，等到夜深人靜的時候，雙子內 心的傷痛隨著血液滲透到全身，他（她）可以一整夜的去回憶之前的點點滴滴，可以一整夜的沉浸在痛苦之中，可以一整夜坐在那裡發呆，但是，一旦天亮了，要出 去見人了，雙子馬上就從痛苦中抽身而走，你看到的肯定是一個神采奕奕的雙子，這就是雙子，擁有雙重性格的雙子，一個在世人面前樂天，快樂，在孤獨夜晚獨自 傷悲的雙子。

雙子的愛是最永恆的，可以付出一切，有人說我們花心，那時我們沒有真正的愛，當雙子愛上一個人的時候是痛苦的，因為我們太敏感。假如雙子愛上了一個不愛自 己的人，那莫我相信他永遠都不會再愛了，當愛給過了一個人，他再也沒有能力再付出了，其實太多的人都不懂我們，其實連我們自己都不懂自己，我們很會偽裝， 很會說謊，但我們最細膩，對感情最敏感，雙子的愛與悲傷，誰又真的瞭解！

Juniors they are coming

Like what i said, the juniors are coming.

April intake will start next week, means by next tuesday we are gonna get our juniors to bully on.

Hahahaha.

I hope we don't get bullied by them as they have a larger number than us.

(FYI, Jan intake has less people, like my class, only 18 of us. ==)

So the 18 of us gonna "take care" of 20 over people, that's what Mr.Hafez said.

The number may increase in a week's time.

In our orientation week, it's like 6 or 7 seniors, looking after 3 of us.

and now it will be 4 or 5 of us seniors, looking after 6 or 7 of them juniors.

Mr.Hafez said it's a good sign, means we got more juniors to bully on. 

LOL. 

We not that bad laaaaaaa.

And we will be divided into 4 groups.

And I'm quite sure they will break PeckYee, Car and me away from each other. 

Buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.

Because everybody can see we stick together like UHU glue, or maybe elephant glue, hot glue gun.

Hahaha.

I'll be absent on wednesday next week, for my driving test.

So I'll be missing a day of orientation week.

LOL.

I try to make it back in the afternoon laaaaa.

I'll try. xDDDDDDD

Well, talking about the canvas painting.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I can't seem to get the colours right.

Stupid.

I'm overlapping my floor colour again and again and again.

And everybody tells me this interior space would be easy.

Come do for me laaaaaaaaaa!

You guys so geng werd~~

Painting on canvas is an interesting experience, but also a painful one.

Well, not painful physically, but painful mentally.

It's so much different from painting on paper.

I already suck on painting on a piece of nicely blank paper, and now on a nicely blank canvas.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

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1. 李贝仪
2. 黄筠云

3. 彭恩鱼
4. 陈忆君

5. 郭潍豪

6. 林思仪

7. 王敏璇

8. 廖丽云

9. 刘嘉敏

10. 颜碧仪

#现在几点? :8.40pm
#你的花名? : 柔柔，SAMSAM，AH SAMMM ==
#喜欢你的花名吗? : 本来有两个是不喜欢的，但是习惯了。
#你是老婆还是老公? : 老公。 ==
#为什么你不是老公/老婆? : 为什么要解释啊？
#1号跟4号有什么关系? : 认识多年的好朋友
#2号跟5号是不是情侣? :不要开玩笑啦。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
#3号像不像八两金? :像的话，世界没有靓女咯～
#觉得4号怎样? : 又高又美又有才华学业又好
#爱1号吗? : 当然啊～～～人家不爱我而已。xDDD
#5号读什么学校? : 即将读THE ONE
#2号跟3号会在一起吗? : 会。xDDD
#1号跟2号是同学吗? : 是的！
#你爱骂人吗? : 还好。尽量不要。
#你的三围? : 你不会要知道。我也不会要让你知道
#裙子还是裤子? : 拜托～～～～裤子拉～～
#唱k还是看戏? ：我两个都爱。xD
#口头禅? : 炸到～ 顶你的肺～
#为什么会用这个口头禅? : 我爽你爽？哦！这个也是一个。
#脚踏车还是手推车? : 我喜欢用脚！
#洗澡会不会先放沐浴露? : 就是还没冲水就放沐浴露？神经病啊？
#最近有没有便秘? : 没有哦。
#讨厌/恨谁? : 基本上没有特别恨的人。
#有距离的恋情? : 很有距离啊～～～～～
#网恋? : 我不喜欢。
#目前最后一通电话打给谁? : 李贝仪
#目前最后一封信息发给谁? : 我老爸。==
#最后一次是跟谁喝酒? : 自己喝
#最后一次抱的人? : 我抱很多人的哦。xDDD  看到谁都会抱～
#上个星期最后一次和谁亲? : 我～我～我～～～～很久没有接吻了啦～～～xDD
#如果给你三个愿望，你会想? : 1)世界和平 2)要多三个愿望 3)希望我爱的人过得好好的
#大便会不会先洗屁股? : 什么神经问题啊？
#发梦前的第一件事? : 睡觉。
#如何舒解压力? : 听歌，大喊！！！
#现在想打人吗? : 很想～
#那个人是谁? : 刘嘉敏。xDD
#丧尸，僵尸，人狼，鬼，还是巫婆? : 如果要就人狼吧。
#最怕哪一个? : 丧尸
#你是男人还是女人? : 不是男人，不是女人，是踢一个。xD
#我是你的谁? : 好兄弟～
#数码相机还是专业相机? : 如果真的要选当然是专业相机啦～我爱DSLR～哥哥，几时才要把你的相机卖给我？xD
#警察还是保安? : 两个都不要
#最近喜欢什么颜色? : 黑色
#暗恋还是明恋? : 哇～～～怎么一看到这个问题我就想起那个又暗恋又明恋我的刘嘉敏小姐？哈哈哈哈哈
#psp还是WII? : 两个都要！！！！
#你是同性恋麽? : 我是！
#有另一半了吗? : 刚刚失恋啊！～～～
#glamorous还是natural? : NATURAL。
#快要世界末日了? : 我不知道我不知道我不知道。
#那你想干嘛? : 继续不知道继续不知道继续不知道～
#如果你只有一分钟? : 告诉她我真的很爱她。
#饭和面? : 饭～～～～我是饭桶呢～
#你姓什么? : 王
#台剧还是港剧? : 台剧
#最近流行什么? : ERRRRRRRRRRRR.. VINCENT VAN GOGH? LOL
#什么风格? : 没有风格就是我的风格。
#喜欢什么国家的人? : 马来西亚人～
#谁很重要? : 我父母亲，我家人，和我爱的人
#寿司还是自助餐? : 自助餐
#巧克力还是糖果? : 巧克力，但是要DARK～
#冬天还是夏天? : 冬天
#最近很迷什么? : BE@RBRICK!!
#为什么很迷? : 因为就是爱～
#吸烟还是喝酒? : 吸烟是绝对不碰，喝酒也是消愁而已，就像现在～
#现在情绪如何? : 很愁
#这问卷长吗? : 上一个比较长
#你化妆吗? : 我只盖黑眼圈。
#每天都洗澡吗? : 当然，一天还要洗两次的那种
#家里有多少个人? : 现在？4个 
#你花了多少时间结束问卷? : 15分钟

高二文爱

那天从文健那里拿了去年高二文爱的CD。

那个熬了很久的CD。

特别谢谢那些参与那张CD制作的朋友们，尤其是企超和怡萍。

谢谢你们的努力。

今天终于有时间打开来看。

我真的觉得在里面的我很丑。xDDD

那个不管天气冷热，有没有开冷气，都会穿着黑色RADIOACTIVE冷衣的我。

哈哈哈哈。

看到都好笑。

还有，看到高二文爱男生制作的MV。

真的很好笑。

等我剪了出来，我再POST上来。

呵呵。

然后看到班上的照片，我真的很怀念啊～

怎么办。

突然又有点后悔不读高三了～～～

神～～～～～～～

我是不是做了对的选择？

SEIKO

Finally I got my new WATCH!

Yeahhhhhhh!!!!!!

My parents finally given up on persuading me to not buy this watch.

Because it really is nice and my dad loves it too.

He is hoping I would dislike it someday so he can take over it.

LOL.

My 4th Driving Lesson

It's quite interesting today.

I finally know die engine is what feeling. xDDD

(yeahhhhhh I die engine today, so what???)

Sumore I die while on the slope. Yeahhhhh. WHILE on the slope.

Means I was stuck on top.

OK. So forget about the die engine thingy.

The interesting part is, I saw Yee Hank at the litar.

He was sitting there.

Yeap, the Yee Hank I knew through Man Shean.

So Man Shean, don't need to come ask me is it that Yee Hank.

Hahahaha.

So I said hi to him, and he said hi too.

And then I saw the person in the passenger seat in the car in front of me getting down.

While I didn't pay much attention at 1st.

But the problem is I know this guy, so it caught my attention.

Hahahaha.

It's Jonathan Wong~~~~~~

I was like..... what is he doing here????????

Hahahaha.

Then I continued with my lesson.

Today I get to drive 60km/h on the road!!!!

Yeahhhh to me!!!

Finally can exceed 50km/h.

The uncle is still the same.

"ok ok. here add some oil. arhhh. slow down abit. ok. add oil. don't go so fast."

Well, I still don't understand the uncle's meaning of adding some oil and slowing down at the same time.

I like the slope. 

But the problem is I can't get it right everytime.

Either I stop too fast, or i overshot.

SHIT.

Another 2 more lessons and I'll be taking my exam.

So wish me luck!

Earth Hour is over

Well. This is the blur picture I can get from the view from my house's balcony.

It's very blur but you can see KLCC being lited up again.

I'm still waiting for Car's pictures!!!!!

Arghhhhhh.

It must be a great experience for her.

How I envy her. =(

Earth Hour-ing

Haihhhhhhh.

All I can do is sigh.

Because I can't be at KLCC to witness that special moment.

And Car still wanna call me and tell me she's there.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

你故意的。xD

Since I'm down with flu, cough and soarthroat,

thus my dad don't allow me to go to KLCC.

I can just stand at my balcony, looking at KLCC off the lights, with Car shouting like a kid over the phone.

LOL.

9.14pm.

Another 16 minutes and the amazing Earth Hour will be over.

How I wish I could be in KLCC or Dataran Merdeka.

So now I'm sitting in front of the computer, waiting for Car to bring back the pictures she took at KLCC.

Faster come back laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ferraris

Well. I got the whole set.

 Ermmmm. Not the whole set.

At least the set that you can buy when you pump petrol.

There are another 2 more cars where you only can purchase if you pump diesel.

And there is another 2 if you buy lubricant oil.

So my cousin's gonna buy 2 lubricant oil so that I can get that 2 more cars.

And I wanna know, who has a car that runs on diesel?

LOL.

Hard to find.

Hope I get to find one before stock last. 

Life Drawing

Drawing class again.

I don't really fancy drawing class.

Arghhhhhh.

Today we did human studies.

Where we have to draw human figures.

I pity the model.

Because she had to stay still while we draw.

But I also pity myself.

Because the model didn't move much, and Ms. Yvonne say if she didn't move then have to draw on the same spot.

So I drew over the previous sketch because she didn't move.

Draw until I don't even know what I'm drawing.

Afternoon went to CentrePoint's hawker stores to makan.

Today I'm eating vegetarian.

Dad reminded me this morning.

All veges. Yeahhh!

Walked around CentrePoint, lepak in Guardian and the supermarket.

Buying snacks.

Hehehe.

Went back and continued with the life drawing.

Dad came and pick me early because he need to rushed to Uncle Frank's Xiao En Memorial Hall.

Only to know he was having a meeting with a Vietnamese guy.

Well, actually dad knew he was having a meeting very long time ago, but didn't tell me.

In the end we didn't get to see Uncle Frank.

But we walked around he huge memorial hall.

Looks like a hotel to me more than a memorial hall.

Hahahaha.

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2.我的生日 : 06 月 15 日
3.誰傳給你的 : 兄弟 - 黄念仪
4.說出五個好朋友 : 五个？我很多个好友，如果可以，傻婆俱乐部算一个，xD,还有思仪，敏璇，刘嘉敏，颜碧仪，还 有～～～～以前的同班同学，还有以前一起跳舞的朋友～～很多啦～～
5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : 大家，我要BE@RBRICK。xD
6.近期開心的是 : COLLEGE LIFE. =D
7.近期壓力大的是 : COLLEGE ASSIGNMENTS. @@
8.未來想做什麼啊 : 一个出名的设计师。哈哈
9.有沒有喜歡的人 : 大把。哈哈哈。但是爱的只有一个。
10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : 到现在，没人和我提过喔。
11.跟誰出去最幸福 : 朋友，家人
12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : 我不希望发生，因为如果真的发生了，我也不知道要做什么。
13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : 去哪里都行。呵呵
14.聖誕節要做啥 : 吃火鸡！！！！
15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : 朋友和家人

16.有沒有起床气 : 什么来的？
17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 独生的啦～～～
18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : 莫文蔚-阴天
19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : 方大同 - 100种表情
20.喜歡什麼顏色 : 黑，蓝，白
21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : 为什么要先冲水?
22.愛不愛我 : 我不是GAY!
23.喜歡男生還是女生 : 女生～～～
24.最想大聲說什麼 : 啊～～～～～～～！！！！！！！！
25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 :为什么不敢呢？
26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : 不然怎样尿尿？ 炸到 ==
27.誰很欠打 : 刘嘉敏～xD 开玩笑的
28.現在很迷什麼 : BE@RBRICK!
29.睡相很差 : 还好。
30.現在的時間 : 11.50PM
31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 ：哪里会。我的好兄弟呢。
32.體重多少 : 67KG。 ==
33.今天天氣 : 小雨天了怎么办我好想你～ （摘自南拳妈妈-下雨天）
34.你懷孕了嗎 : 傻的。
35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : 惊讶！！！！
36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : 我刚刚开始大学生涯。我不懂。

【點名人物】
1 李贝仪
2 黄筠云
3 彭恩鱼
4 陈忆君
5 郭潍豪
6 林思仪
7 王敏璇
8 刘嘉敏
9 颜碧仪
10 陈佩翕

01-【４號認識６號嗎】：认识
02-【１０號是男還是】：女的
03-【 ８號的興趣是】：打我。xD
04-【１號有沒有兄弟姐妹】：一个哥哥两个姐姐
05-【７號姓氏】：王。和我同姓！
06-【１０號人緣好嗎】：超级好
07-【４號有人追嗎】：追求者从这里排到香港.xD
08-【承上２號呢】：有老公了咯。
09-【６號喜歡的顏色是】：红色！ 对吧？
10-【３號和１０號是朋友嗎】：关系太远了～～
11-【８號的生日是】：2月9日
12-【５號讀哪呢】：即将成为THE ONE的学生。
13-【你怎麼認識１０號的】: 小学好朋友
14-【你跟１號的生日差幾個月】：两个月
15-【你和９號有出去玩過嗎】：出去买材料算吗？xD
16-【你喜歡和２號聊天嗎】：当然～因为我们废话一样多。哈哈哈
17-【你喜歡和３號在一起嗎】：当然啊～～～～
18-【你覺得７號人怎樣】：美女一个。受欢迎。欺负我。xD
19-【你覺得９號人怎麼樣】：也是美女一个。可爱。幼稚。xD
20-【你愛５號嗎】：他是我老婆。xDDDDDDDDD

1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的 : 兄弟 - 黄念仪
2.你們認識多久呢 : 两年吧
3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : 很重要
4.你與他(她)的關係是 : 兄弟～
5.請問他(她)的興趣是 : 和她老婆在一起。xD
6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : 三八～
7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分 : 101分！

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＊睡覺前第一件事 : 躺在床上啦。要不然。
＊起床前第一件事 : 睡觉咯。
＊你的偶像是 : 李宇春+王力宏+SHE
＊你喜歡的季節 : 冬天～
＊你打工過嗎 : 没有～
＊打工次數 : 0次
＊你想去的國家 : 台湾+韩国+美国+德国+法国+希腊
＊你討厭什麼樣的個性 : 自以为是（虽然我有一点点啦。xD)
＊你常哭嗎 : 是的。我承认。
＊你常笑嗎 : 时常。哈哈。
＊去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : 不喜欢。
＊是假日時你都睡到幾點 : 自然醒～但是是8点早上。==
＊今天的天氣是（晴 雨 陰）: 雨
＊朋友和情人你會選擇 : 可以选两个吗？
＊機會和命運你會選擇 : 命运
＊你很自戀嗎 : 很很很很很很。
＊這問卷多不多 : 多到我很想打人。
＊要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : 开心过每一天
＊喜欢吃什么 : 糖果。xD
＊喜歡吃冰嗎 : 很喜欢！
＊現在幸福嗎 : 当然～
＊最在乎哪幾個朋友 : 傻婆们。
＊房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : 床。xD
＊最常夢到什麼 : 学校。
＊男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : 我哪里懂啊。
＊你认为人生的意义是什么 : 怎样都要过
＊你知道吗？（看你们怎么回答！）: 什么来的？
＊什么时候最讨厌我 : 没有时候
＊向往出世抑或入世，向往道家抑或儒家？ : 我不读道家思想和儒家思想很久了。 ==
＊你喜欢吃什么蛋糕？ : CHEESE!
＊请问这个游戏可以停止了吗？ : 哪里懂。
＊喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^？ : 臭。
＊谁是你的知己？ : 你说呢？林思仪和王敏璇咯。还有傻婆咯。
＊IQ/EQ哪一个比较高？ : EQ.哈哈哈
＊電腦还是手機？ : 两样都要
＊比较喜欢睡觉还是玩？ : 玩～～～
＊Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : 两个都闷了。BLOGGER好玩。xD'
＊现在最希望什么?: 睡觉。

我的目的

基本上，我的目的就是告诉大家，为什么我会无端端剪了头发。

基本上，我是不爽人家要我变回女人。

基本上，我是不爽人家要我留长头发。

基本上，我是不爽有人要我穿裙。

所以，我剪了头发。

一来，我是叛逆。

我不想被你们的思想约束。

二来，我是要证明。

失恋了不代表我不爱她了。

所以，你们不用旨意我会放弃爱她。

所以你们不用劝我找男朋友。

我真的他妈的不爽。

纯粹心情不好，如有得罪谁，对不起。

妈的。

Class canceled.

Ms. Teonna gave us a shock today. 

Saw Car's car driving into the gate.

But I didn't think that she saw me.

So I walk to class myself lo.

Met PeckYee at the lift.

When up together to class only to find out class canceled.

LOL.

So I called up Car, ask her don't walk up 1st.

While telling her, she shouted over the phone why I didn't waited for her.

Hahahahaha.

In the end she came up too.

Then they accompany me to CentrePoint to makan my regular MeeGoreng.

Yeahhh.

Explanation: Actually me and my dad eats MeeGoreng every morning. But we had a very bad traffic jam and I didn't get to eat my MeeGoreng today.

Well, I still make it to you my lovely MeeGoreng. xDD

Sat there and chit chat awhile.

Talking about our high school teachers.

I was busy talking about Lee Ming Choo.

Hahahahhahahaha.

People who had been taught by her will understand me. xD

Then walk back to school.

Played by myself while they draw their things. Hahahaha.

Ate curry mee in the afternoon.

Hahahaha.

It tasted more like Sup Ayam.

Hahahaha.

Afternoon we had English Test.

Well, I was sleeping most of the time.

Then stayed in class for awhile.

Cut my hair today.

Now very short already.

最近

最近真的忙到我会忘了写部落格。

真的是忘了，不是懒惰。

有没有觉得最近我一天才有一篇？

因为我真的懒。xD

突然发觉老毛病回来了。

懒惰就是懒惰。

哈哈哈。

现在又在赶功课了。

其实我只剩下最后一段还没写而已。

但是如果我写太快，我一定会给刘嘉敏小姐和颜碧仪小姐斩死。xD

我不敢冒险。

我什么功课都不敢动了。

是不是很奇怪？

以前的王雪柔，如果只欠你一个星期的功课，你就要拜佛说谢谢了。

现在的王雪柔，竟然因为做太快而不做。 ==

我也不知道自己在搞什么了。

真的长大了吗？

我不觉得。

我还是觉得小孩子气点比较好。

呵呵呵。

我幼稚？

不不不。

中华生都是这样的。

以前出去和小学朋友GATHERING的时候，我和林思仪小姐总给人一种长不大的感觉。

其实是你们太早成熟了。

而我们还在享受着幼稚带来的欢乐。xD

就好像上了COLLEGE，开始的时候都没有陪我幼稚呢。

几可悲啊～

一直和林思仪小姐说，都是中学的朋友好。

但是三个月过后，我发觉其实刘嘉敏小姐和颜碧仪小姐也特别幼稚。

NGAM我的STYLE。

xDDDDDD

哈哈哈。

就让我们幼稚下去吧。

中华生也好，现在的朋友也好。

幼稚才有欢乐啊～～～～

哈哈哈哈。

幼稚万岁！

I like it

Today we started on our canvas drawing.

Mr. Hafez not happy with our work until we not happy with him.

Because the colours he came up with in the end doesn't match our painting.

And he really waste our acrylic.

Not that I wanna say bad things about him, but he really waste our acrylic. xD

Sorry Mr. Hafez.

Rushed out to CentrePoint to makan today.

Me and Car ate Wanton Mee while PeckYee makan Watt Dann Horrrr.

I drank Kopi O Ais Kauu min Timmmm while PeckYee took SoyaBean I think?

Look at the clock.

12.55pm.

Rushed back to class again.

Only to find out class will start at 1.30pm in the afternoon.

Packed our things and went up.

Let Car take my backpack while me and PeckYee took the other things.

There was this cockcroach that Ms. Elise killed.

EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

I hate insects.

Jonathan Wong even painted it silver.

DISGUSTING.

Hahahahahaha.

When back at about 3.30pm.

When to cousin's office and sat there.

Nothing to do.

So I drawing on my canvas.

When to LowYat today.

Bought a new printer, a new mouse, and a new webcam. xDDDD

Ate Sushi King for dinner tonight.

Suddenly I'm addicted to Udon again.

I dunno why. LOL.

I LOVE UDON!

When to Chow Kit to see Veron.

Poor little thing.

Just finished his operation on his eye lids.

Eyes still bengkak.

But the moment I stepped into the house, I saw him in front of the laptop.

MG.

Just had operation and play computer game already.

KIDS are still KIDS.

Came back.

Installed all the new things I bought.

And I just found out my printer is a photo printer. 

Hahahahahahha.

Good for me. xD

The Night Cafe

The original Vincent Van Gogh's The Night Cafe

The replica made by me excluding the humans. Hahahaha

Drawing

I'm so happy I didn't burn midnight oil to finish off the painting.

Because I got a good night rest and if I had finished it at home, I really go to class to sit only. xD

When to class today.

To finish up the painting.

Well, everybody's one was not finished yet.

I did it as slow as possible.

But by noon I'm almost done.

Today was maggi day again.

Ermmmm, not maggi, today we ate mamee.

I still prefer maggi.

Hahahaha.

Took the cup back, so that we can fill water with it.

Finish up the lightings and everything.

It was only 1.30pm.

LOL.

I was the fastest to finish.

Shytttt.

everybody haven't finish yet.

So I just sat there staring at everybody do their work.

Dunno how, I slept in class.

Damn tired.

Wake up that time already 4pm.

Waited for dad until 5pm.

Reached home and ate dinner.

Now sitting in front of the computer doing nothing.

Should I start sketching on my canvas?

I dunno.

23 March 2009

Today it's yet another boring day.

Art history was quite ok.

Ate in school today.

Well, I drank orange juice only.

Because I ate Mee Goreng and Nasi Lemak in the morning.

So fattening.

Afternoon we started to sketch on our painting.

Ermmmm, not our painting actually, Van Gogh's.

3 of us got Van Gogh.

So GIGI LILI ELE kisiao because of a guy named Van Gogh.

LOL.

Oh yea, we shift our place.

From the left side of the classroom to the right side.

Because of the dripping air con water above Car's table.

Got the newspaper and our catridge paper wet.

Hou choiii last friday Car took my sketchbook to her car,

if not my work bohhhh liaoooo.

Thank you.

Went back at about 4.45pm.

Dad bought me the Shell Ferarri cars again.

Yeahhhhh.

2 more cars and my collection is done.

2nd Driving Lesson

Today had my 2nd lesson.

Started at 10.15am.

The uncle let me drive faster than yesterday.

Yeah!!

But also 40km/h only.

LOL.

Today I learned how to do parking, 3 point turn and slope.

Quite successful.

At least I stop at the right time on the slope everytime I go up.

*claps*

Hahaha.

The uncle's abit irritating.

Keep saying:"slow down slow down, ok, now you can accelerate."

Uncle, what you want me to do? 

Accelerate or brake?

Ishhhhhhhh.

Came back.

Felt sleepy again.

I dunno why I feel sleepy driving.

Arghhhhh.

1st Drving Lesson

Well, today I had my 1st driving lesson.

at about 12.30pm, the uncle come and pick me up.

While driving through Jalan Gombak,the uncle explained to me the components of the car.

He stopped beside the mosque near Sri Gombak and ask me to drive. ==

I am suppose to drive along Jalan Gombak.

Ermmm, not the Kuala Lumpur side, but the Selangor side.

I'm kinda sleepy after yesterday's prom.

And the uncle don't let me accelerate more than 30km/h.

I feel so sleepy driving so slow.

So sometimes I accidentally step on the accelerator too much.

The uncle thought I'm nervous, keep telling me:"no need to scared no need to scared, I know you very gan jiong."

I wanted to tell him, :"Uncle, I'm not gan jiong laaaa, I'm feeling sleepy because I'm driving too slow!"

We drove along Jalan Gombak, the very deserted part of Jalan Gombak, which can actually lead to Genting Highlands, but only slower.

The uncle keep asking me to focus on the road in front of me, focus until I was damn sleepy.

I really need to look somewhere else laaa UNCLE.

Drove along Sungai Gombak.

The clean and nice part of Sungai Gombak.

The part I promised PeckYee and Car I would take them go after I know how to drive.

Hahahaha.

Really damn nice the river.

The water is so clear.

U-turned and went back home.

Before reaching home, we turned into Setapak Garden for some turning exercises.

UNCLE, you don't gan jiong laaaaa.

I'm not gonna crush your car~~~~~~~~

I pro punya. xD

Reached home and immediately slept.

Because really too sleepy after the lesson.

Sorry I didn't reply you guys immediately.

Because I'm sleeping.

LOL.

Tomorrow there's another class at 10am in the morning.

So I better go sleep earlier.

I hope the uncle let me more freedom.

Because I really feel very sleepy driving at the speed of 30km/h.

xD

PROM PROM PROM

Well, today is the day we've been waiting for.

Yeaaa, tonight is Prom Night.

But, before going to prom, sure have to have drawing class 1st laaaa.

Today's class, we learn how to draw spaces.

Actually we are suppose to draw live figure today. 

But design camp is on, so they were using the drawing studio, causing us to postponed our life drawing class.

Well, abit dissapointed, because I didn't do life drawing class for a very long time.

But also happy, Because no need to do life drawing.

Hahahaha.

We need to draw 3 spaces.

We went to the lobby to draw.

After drawing half way, suddenly those cleaning auntie say wanna clean the floor.

The auntie working hard.

We had to lift up our legs so that we don't kena the soap.

LOL.

We went back to class after drawing 2 spaces.

Started on task 2.

Well, PeckYee and Car started.

I stared at them.

Hahahaha.

After much consideration.

We decided to have instant noodles for lunch. LOL.

Car's idea.

So we went to 7 eleven in CentrePoint to get cup noodles.

After makan, we went back to school.

Started to draw again.

In the library.

In the end I left school at about 4pm, to go to Jonathan part 2's house.

To prepare for prom.

LOL.

Well, we find it weird that he doesn't have a mirror in his room!

LOL.

we were like finding for a mirror to look at.

My hair was in a mess because I didn't have a mirror to look at. xD

Almost reaching 6pm, we made our way to OneWorld Hotel, where the prom will be held.

They, as in Christy and Jonathan, sped to the ballroom, because they were late.

I found my way to 1U, to find my bro Ethan.

She is my prom date. xD

After finding her, we walk walk around 1U.

Then we ate BaskinRobin, and I bought a packet of Seafood Tempura to chew on.

Damn hungry marrrrrrrr.

Got Car's call saying she's there already, then only we slowly made our way back yo OneWorld Hotel.

Well, the 1st impression on Car is : Why suddenly so tall already?!

Hahahahahahahaha.

Because she wear heels marrrr.

Wear liao then same height with me already. Haiz.

Make me look so short.

Then is her make up.

Well, I've never seen her in full make up before.

The original leng lui suddenly become very leng lui today.

Hahahaha.

Me and Ethan walk around, went to the toilet, then sat at the sofa.

Then Car and Kelly came over and take pictures with us.

Time to go in.

Well, at 1st it was abit boring.

Because they show us the dunno what video.

Then there was lucky draw.

I was telling Kin Weng, no matter we kena or don't kena, we also don't wanna go up and take the prize.

Hahahaha.

Scared that we embarrass ourselves.

Then they played this scary game.

I don't wanna descibe how the game goes.

But me and Kin Weng found it both hilarious and disgusting at the same time.

Buffet time.

Alot of people laaaaa.

I didn't know they were so hungry.

Went and find Car then made our way to the buffet counter to get our food.

By the time 3 of us reach the counter, the line had shrinked.

Hahahaha.

Good news.

Ate ate ate.

Then another lucky draw.

So many lucky draws.

Then it was the Prom King and Queen.

Well, apart from the Talent Show part, I thought of it as quite boring.

I still remember when the 3rd group came out to perform, it was so boring that I immediately tick 5 ticks in Ong's column.

Hahaha.

But it turns out to be quite interesting.

But still we tick Ong.

xD

At last Ong got 2nd place, and the 3rd group got the 1st place.

After another lucky draw, the music played and it's time for dancing!

Ermmmm. Sure I didn't go and dance laaaa.

Oh yeaaa. There was a breakdance performance before the dancing part.

Well, sad to say, they are like bluffing small little kids.

Because the stuff they did were like stupid stuff.

A simple six step also can't finish.

They can't even fo a Top Rod perfectly.

What the~

Well, going back to the dancing part.

It's like going clubbing.

Smoke everywhere.

But not the cigarette smoke laaaa.

Hahaha.

So it's healthy.

Don't worry.

We took some pictures at the back of the ballroom.

The pictures really look like we are in a club.

Then we sat down, waiting for my dad to come.

I kena beat by Car many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many many times.

LOL.

and of course, I beat her too laaaa.

Hahahaha.

She even show Ethan how she hits my face with her hair when she ties it up.

So childish.

Hahahaha.

Ethan also kena beating from herrrrr.

So chammmm la we "liong heng daiii".

At 12am, dad came and fetch me and Ethan back home.

All throughout the journey, we named Car as "XiaoHaiZi".

Because Ethan say she really doesn't look like a 18 years old.

I said:"look like 15 years old horrr?"

Ethan:"not so big also."

Hahahahaha.

Ms.LowCarmen, told ya you look like a kid.

Hahaha.

After sending Ethan back, I came back home.

Now writing this blog and sms-ing with Car at the same time.

LOL.

Oh yeaaa. forgotten to talk about the waiter serving our table.

He is so damn funny.

We asked for water, and he keep asking us back:"Madam/Sir, tea or coffee?"

Hahaha.

And the whole table answered him:"no. water."

But he asked everybody on the table.

LOL.

after he was satisfied asking, only he bring the water to us.

And as we eat, he keeps taking our plate away.

Ethan say he's in a hurry.

xD

Tomorrow I'm starting my driving lessons.

Damn tired today.

How to drive tomorrow?

3.57am

现在是凌晨三点五十七分。

为什么我那么迟都还没睡呢？

因为我担心刘嘉敏小姐还没醒担心到现在。

在一点打不通她电话的当儿。

大家都很着急。

我告诉CHRISTY。

然后PECKYEE再打来很着急地告诉我打不到给CARMEN。

我试了十几次，都打不到。

最后没办法，打了给KELLY。

KELLY也是打了很多次，她才接电话。

其实她接电话的那一杀那，我竟然不知道是她们两姐妹哪一个。

因为她们两的声音超级像的！

到现在我还在怀疑着我到底和谁讲电话。

过后PECKYEE又打来，和我CONFIRM是不是打到给她了。

过后CHRISTY告诉我，如果等下她没有上网，那就打多一次。

但是我又怕吵到KELLY。

所以最终没有打到给CARMEN。

刘嘉敏小姐，如果你真的没有醒到，

很对不起！！！！！！

塔罗牌

今天我终于见识到塔罗牌了咯。

刘嘉敏小姐特地带来画的。==

说到准，

我今天才见识到什么叫准！

我们在BREAK的时候拿出来测测下。

我问了一个问题。

至于是什么问题，自己来问我。

我不想在这里透露。

呵呵。

总之这个问题让我改变我的人生。

因为我得到的答案和启示都很准。

超准的！

就一副塔罗牌，让我清醒了。

Rush

Today is all about rushing.

And I wanna thank Ms. Teonna and Ms. Elise for giving us time to finish our project.

Although we have critical writing class today, but Ms. Teonna gave us all the time to finish our project.

Sorry la weiiiii.

My lunch was chocolate milk and a ice cream. ==

Know why ice cream?

Because Car needed a stick for her lollipop.

Once she said the word ice cream, suddenly I got craving.

Hahaha.

And since she doesn't wanna grow fat eating the ice cream,

I say I eat lo.

See I so good~

Hahahaha.

Ms. Elise ended class early today.

To give us time to finish our project too.

We started rushing again.

But I still got Task 2.2 not done yet.

Later have to do.

Helped Car fill up her task with marker.

After filling, it was already 5pm.

LOL.

Went down to the staff room to pass up 5 drawings 1st.

But Mr. Hafez left already.

So we left a note for him to tell him we passed up already.

Got up the car.

Dad packed Meehun Goreng for me, not Mee Goreng. ==

I have never eaten Meehun Goreng before.

Went and fetch mum.

Well, I slept most of the time.

Tired day.

Today is a tiring day.

I reached school at 8.20am.

Slept in dad's car until 8.50am.

Received PeckYee's message, saying she's in the carpark, sitting in her car.

So I went to the carpark to find her.

Both of us don't feel like going to class.

Sat inside there for awhile.

Then Car came and join us.

We just plain sit inside the car, chatting.

Saying how Car fall asleep after I woke her up at 2am.

LOL.

Then we walk to class.

So damn tiring.

Yeah!!

Good news.

Mr. Hafez pushed the deadline to tomorrow!

Wheeeee!

Means after writing this blog, I have to rush my homework.

Today got photography class again.

Did some photography.

Sadaf, Zaaina, both Jonathans and Charcoal were our models.

LOL.

Then everybody went back to class to finish up the homework.

Lunch was at cafeteria again.

This few days pochan already.

So have to eat inside school.

Hahahaha.

1pm we had replacement class for Critical Writing.

Everybody was fighting for tutorial with Ms. Teonna because everybody wants to go back to class to finish up the project.

I had no problems with my introduction, means I no need to make any corrections.

Yeah~

Went back to class to finish up the work.

Then followed Car to Ong's house to take things.

MsLowCarmen thought she was suppose to drive the car back from Ong's house after he put the stuff in the car.

But in the end Ong had to come back to school too, so he drove the car back.

So it was like me and Car going to Ong's house for nothing.

LOL.

Went back to class to continue on the project again.

Hahahaha.

At about 4.45pm we made our way to Car's house.

Ya.

My dad can't pick me in time again.

So Car had to take me back home again.

Swt.

Well, I thought I will be doing the project in Car's house.

But no inspiration.

So 3 of us started to watch Mak Tau. ==

Very funny.

But in the middle got abit boring.

Then Kelly started to kacau me.

LOL.

I know you like to kacau me.

You an lian me ke? xD

Sorry arrr Car.

If is not because my dad came late, you also can go pasar malam lerrrr.

Really very sorry.

Dad came at after 7pm.

So damn late.

Went to PrimaSetapak for dinner tonight.

Ate claypot lou shu fun.

Muahaha.

I like it so much. xD

Now at home.

Writing this blog.

Arrrrggghhhh.

Got to start with project now~

Byebye.

傀儡

我真的是一个傀儡。

分手了，还是受你控制。

不是说你要刻意地控制我，

只是我不由自主地让你控制。

为什么？

为什么我还是放不下？

有人能教我怎样放下一个我爱了那么多年的人吗？

现在有没有一个美女可以出现在我面前，

把我的灵魂钩走？

美女，赶快来赶快来～

我始终放不下你。

抒发心情

现在，只有李贝仪的旧BLOG能让我抒发我要说的心情。

人生好苦。

Durex

And I found this.

Funny Advertisments

Charcoal and Car was talking about this condom advertisment on Youtube.

So I thought I go take a look.

你没得选择

如题，

你没得选择。

你可以选择不爱我，

我可以选择继续爱你。

你没权利反对。

我就是要爱你。

如果你不想我爱你，

那你赶快烧香拜佛，

愿我快点有不爱你的一天。

16th March 2009

Well, I'm not like XiYi, I didn't get tired of blogging. LOL.

I just don't know what to blog about.

School life?

Well, everyday is the same.

Morning go to school.

Evening go back home.

Why life is like a circle?

Today we continued to draw our task.

LOL.

Yeah!

Mr. Hafez say I should keep my piano drawing until task 3.

Make me so happy.

Hahahahaha.

I really don't know what to write.

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

4. No tags back!!

weird things:

I'm scared of bugs. ==

I like to go to school.

I feel sleepy just about anytime.

I love to go shopping but hate to follow my mum to shopping.

I don't like to buy sales item. ==

habits/little known facts:

I use 5 minutes to bathe only.

I love discovery channel.

I love watching cartoon.

I love mathematics, especially additional mathematics and applied mathematics, and yes I still do them.

I love sudoku very much.

I love rice. [well, this is not little known, it's well known]

I love swimming.

I can't play table tennis very well because I can't see the ball without my specs. ==

I love track and field but i hate running in circles. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I love basketball but hate bumping into other people when in a competition. Why those people have to bang me? LOL

and i TAG:

Fish

Sara

XiYi

ManShean

Wynn

Carcar

Christy

Jonathan Wong

Ethan Wong

Ryan Foo

你们？我呸。

就像我说的一样。

你们何等资格让我操心你们说的废话？

我要怎么过我的生活是我的事。

我为什么要介意你们说的一切？

我要怎样处理我的友情是我的事，

为什么我要你们操心？

我呀怎样谈我的恋爱也是我的事。

难道我要爱上谁也要问过你们意见哦？

那如果你们觉得我是变心了，

那就罢。

我也不想多做解释。

就当是我变心了，

爱上别人了。

这样你们开心了吧？

The Mom Song

Suddenly remembered about this funny song.

So I post it up here.

终于明白

我现在明白为何改名字。

新的开始。

改部落格。

太多我的痕迹。

尽量改。

改啊改。

心也改。

算了。

放弃就是了。

你再也不爱我的事实不能变。

我也不想勉强你。

现在的我，

能为你做的，

就只有默默地照顾你，

默默地保护你。

我知道，有点像电视剧里的台词。

但是我是认真的。

我答应你爱你一生一世，

我讲到做到。

歌名：能不能不分手

歌手：花儿乐团

我们能不能不分手
亲爱的别走
全世界都让你要爱我
难道你就不会心动
词曲：大张伟
编曲：花儿乐队
演唱: 花儿乐队
曾为你冷风中颤抖
曾为你泪水狂流
曾为你万事都低头
你怎么舍得开口
已为你爱到无所有
已为你心门紧扣
已为你多少次难受
曾经感觉我们的相守
像段传奇甜蜜而不朽
曾经你要我付出所有
现在却说只要自由
曾经是那样晶莹剔透
当爱变成爱过的时候
该怎么拯救怎么挽留
能不能不分手

hands busy feets messy

Well, the title is hands busy feets messy.

read it in chinese.

手忙脚乱。

Hahaha.

"shouu mang jiao luann".

What makes me say that?

Because today we learned how to draw our hands and feets.

Early in the morning we started with our hand.

Ms Yvonne wanted to see our sketchbook.

She was quite dissapointed when she saw me and Car's sketchbook without any new entries.

She nagged about it.

I don't know how Car feels.

But I feel very bad.

I don't like to be nagged.

More so when I don't think I did anything wrong.

Please laaaaaaaaaa.

Be more thoughtful~

I already got assignments for project class not done.

Where I still got time to put new entries in the sketchbook ahdui~

Then we started with our hand drawing.

Car continued with her cup drawing.

I know you got upset.

But try to be positive laaaaaa.

Actually you hurt me alot when you are like that.

More so when I'm feeling very useless after yesterday.

You make me feel more useless because I dunno what can I do when you are upset.

After finishing the hand drawing.

I started to struggle with my cup drawings also.

I hate the cups.

SHIT.

I don't even know how to draw the consruction lines.

DENG.

Had chocolate milk for lunch.

I really don't have mood to makan.

Went back to struggle with the cups again.

STUPID.

In the afternoon we started to draw legs.

6 sketches of legs.

2 of your own, and 4 of your partners.

My partner is Car.

I had to take off my shoes and socks so that I can draw my own feet.

Arghhhhhhhhhh.

Should had learn Car and wore slippers.

HAIH.

After drawing my leg, I waited for Car to finish her cup drawings.

When she thought she finally finished her drawing, I told her she haven't use red colour to draw her construction lines.

LOL.

She threw the whole paper to me.

So common sense also know I will help her draw lo.

Hahahaha.

After finish drawing her construction lines,

I started to draw Car's leg.

LOL.

I already purposely draw until very thin liao laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Hahahahaha.

Used quite a fast time to finish.

While waiting for the "perfectionist" to finish her sketch on my leg, 

My leg cramp like mad.

LOL.

But nevermind.

Berkorban untuk seni.

Hahahaha.

After drawing class, I went to 1u with DaJie.

Bought a MP4 as a present for a friend.

Then went to ActionCity to buy my Be@rbrick.

Got another Basic.

But this time it's the alphabet "I".

Yeah.

Went to SecretRecipe.

Ate TomYumKung.

LOL.

Not as nice as I thought.

Evening, I went to Gleneagle's with DaJie to visit DaJieFu's mother.

She fell down.

Went to Ampang to makan.

Ermmmm.

Actually is Hulu Kelang.

Ate "Sang Harrrr Min" for the 1st time.

LOL.

Never ate it before.

So excited.

Hahahaha.

单身

是，不用再猜测。

我真的单身了。

而且是我提出的。

你们不要再说她坏话好吗？

我不准你们那样说她！

是我变了好不好？

是我变心了。

我不再爱她了。

就这样。

所以她比我凄惨。

她被我抛弃。

对不起，

我需要这样做。

我变心了。

我不想欺骗她。

你们要觉得我是坏人也罢。

总之整件事都不是她的错。

她只是一个无辜的受害者。

感情

感情世界。

我不要再和它有什么关系了。

心，也应该关起来了。

My SPM Result.

Today, went back to take result.

Early morning go to beiyi's dad's office.

Go yamcha awhile.

Then went back to CH.

Recess time.

Went to the classes to find some friends.

10am.

Still can't get result yet.

So me and beiyi walk to mutiara to makan breakfast 1st.

at about 12pm, we walk back to school.

Take result.

So damn nervous.

Line up to get the result.

LOL.

Reach my turn.

I don't dare to look at the result.

See see xia.

No fail!!!!!!

Woah!!!!!!!

Better than what I expected!

After taking my result.

I went back to beiyi's dad's office with beiyi.

Sat there for awhile.

Then went back to her house.

Felt quite tired.

So slept on her bed awhile.

While she is playing online game.

LOL.

MY SPM RESULT.

BAHASA MELAYU - 5C

BAHASA INGGERIS - 1A

PENGETAHUAN MORAL - 6C

SEJARAH - 7D

MATHEMATICS - 1A

SCIENCE - 3B

ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS - 4B

PRINSIP PERAKAUNAN - 8E

EKONOMI ASAS - 8E

BAHASA CINA - 4B

心情不好2

今天，莫名其妙的。

心情很不好。

或许是下午发生的那件事。

就知道那个人不会看华文，所以才能纾解下我的压力。

他的女朋友，对不起了，我真的需要纾解我的不适。

话说我已经很讨厌他拿我的相机去淋雨，

因为那个相机不是我的，

坏了我真的不知道怎样和哥哥交代。

淋到雨还不用紧，我好好地告诉他湿了。

他竟然说，不用紧。

好，我不发脾气就是了。

然后发现镜头开始凝聚起，

我着急了。

我需要把它拿到对的温度。

我就要进班。

但是这个混蛋竟然把我锁在外面。

这样你真的觉得很好玩吗？

我玩不起。

我真的玩不起。

我真的很气。

理智告诉我，不要冲动。

但是情绪告诉我，要爆发了。

我二话不说愤怒地踢了班上的门，

愤怒的敲了课室外的一张桌子。

我真的很气。

气上头。

现在还在气。

我就是不喜欢人家那么耍我。

我就是不喜欢。

我不喜欢人家不尊重我。

我不能好像一些人那样，被耍了还笑盈盈。

我是会发脾气的。

我是有忍耐度的。

我是有底线的。

我不是你们想像的那样。

我不是你们那个不计较的朋友。

我虽不小气，但是我很计较。

只要我不爽你，我不管你爸爸是皇帝，我都会对你发脾气。

我对你发脾气，就是说你超过了我的底线。

我愤怒。

好像砸烂房里的5面镜子。

是时候考虑买沙包了。

不要以为你们真的很了解我。

我可以说笑，我可以被人说。

但是我就是不爽一些人逆我意。

手上拿着的是一架千多块的相机。

我不得不发脾气。

千多块，我没有那么多钱陪。

况且我知道那相机是哥哥的，坏了他一定不好意思怪我。

毕竟他是我堂哥，而不是我哥哥。

那个人，我很庆幸你不会看华文。

不是因为我怕你看到了会不爽。

我才不削。

你要是明白我也无所谓。

我才没有那么鼠喇。

我只是不要为难班上的人。

还有，今天被我吓到的同学，对不起。

虽然我答应自己不再发脾气。

但是我真的忍不住。

我没有那样的忍耐度。

我已经忍了两个月。

是的。

我就是忍了那个人两个月。

不是说我讨厌他，也不是说我不爽他。

但是我就是不喜欢他的作风。

纯粹个人意见，如果你们不喜欢我这样讲他，我也没有办法，因为我就是不能忍。

虽说我不是讨厌他也不是不爽他，

但是今天我是彻彻底底不爽他了。

不要问我为什么。

或许你们觉得这件事也不严重。

但是我的观念就和你们不一样。

我不能忍受他自以为是的态度。

虽然我知道自己也有一点自我中心，但是我就是不爽他那么自我中心。

如果你们觉得我这样说他是很卑鄙的行为，

我也不能说什么。

因为这就是我。

我不喜欢隐藏。

或许读过这篇后有些人会讨厌我，

但是我不计较。

反正只要你觉得我骂得错，

那就是说我们的意见不相同。

意见不相同就是只能做普通朋友，

而不是好朋友。

是的，

只要是意见相同的人，

我都可以把他们当好朋友。

因为对我而言，

好朋友就是无所不谈。

而我就是有一大堆好朋友。

总之，我就是不爽他。

那，那些不爽我这样写他的人，

我也不能勉强你，

因为这是你的选择，

你的选择来不爽我，

我也希望你让我有选择，

选择不爽他。

CAMERA DAY

Today, we had photography workshop.

So hari ini I brought along gorgor's DSLR.

Well, I'm happy I brought it, because very fun to play with.

Kakakaka.

Early in the morning, we went to the photography studio.

DENGAR ITU ORANG CAKAP PUN NAK TIDUR.

LOL.

Just like Car said, he's like lagging in every sentence he says, until I feel like sleeping.

Today is Wednesday, so it's half day.

HARI INI MAKAN VEGETARIAN.

Went to CentrePoint to makan today.

Because perlu makan vegetarian.

Hari ini chorrrr yatttttt.

Ate at a vegetarian restaurant in CentrePoint.

The food quite ok but very oily.

So perlu drink alot of tea.

Drank chrysanthemum tea. Plus sugar.

Well, I've never drank tea with sugar before.

Quite nice.

But I'm still not used to the taste.

Hahahahaha.

Went back to class at about 2pm.

Played with the camera.

Something happened and for the 1st time I "fattttt peiii heiii" in school.

Well, actually I promised myself I won't do that in college as I did it in high school.

But sometimes you just can't control your anger.

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

After drawing abit.

Played with the camera for awhile.

Taught Car how to create illusion.

You are suppose to press and turn at the same time.

But Car did it in another way.

She either press 1st or turn 1st.

Hahahahaha.

So cute. LOL.

When back at 4pm.

Raining.

Road very slippery.

Car, next time drive slower laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. =x

TAK MAU BLOGGGG LA

Well, I thought I don't wanna blog today gehhhh.

Erm, or should I say yesterday.

It's 3.30am now.

My hand itchy wanna come blog blog.

But I also dunno what to write.

Today was like anyday.

Everybody rushing for the task again.

The only difference is today Peck Yee, Carmen and I went to Win's Art even before class ended.

We got there, we got a carpark, only to find out it's still not open yet.

No choice.

We decided to go to KEPONG.

We went back to class to get our stuff in case we came back to school late.

Ask Shwu Eng if she wanna go back also.

Then 4 of us started our journey to Kepong.

PeckYee never go Kepong before.

Now go before liao lo. Hahaha.

When to Classic Art to buy our things.

LOL.

Damn expensive laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

Still Win's Art better.

Hahahahahahahaha.

Then fetch Shwu Eng back home.

Walao.

Almost got lost inside Jinjang Selatan.

Nampak banyak LALA.

I hate LALA.

Then PeckYee fetch us back to school.

So saannnn fuuuu PeckYee.

Thanks Peck Yee.

Then as usual.

Went and pick mom.

I slept in the car again.

5pm-7pm is my napping time.

In the car.

Came back home, I slept on the sofa again.

LOL.

I know I know.

Very dirty marrr.

But I really tired lehhhhh.

Ate alot of prawns for dinner.

Prawns at home tends to taste better.

Hahaha.

Because I'll use my hand to eat.

But today can't use hand.

Due to my cuts.

Arghhhhhhhhhh.

Spoil my mood for prawns.

Hahahaha.

Call up gorgor to ask him if he had reached home.

Went over to his house to ambil the DSLR he lend me.

Found out dajie, my BIG SISTER, hahahaha, was at home.

Go kacau her awhile, then left with dad.

Then reach home.

I started on my task.

LOL.

I know I know.

It's late.

But at least I got do laaaaa.

If I was still the OngSheryl in high school,

"Choiiii leiii dou sorrrrrr"

Hahahaha.

Went to sleep at about 1am.

Thinking how to draw my aeroplane.

Woke up at 2.30am to wake Car up.

LOL.

My eyes can't even open.

Talk talk talk until 3am, finally both of us are up.

Hahaha.

Went and google search my aeroplane.

OMG.

this chocolate plane was so cute.

I decided to draw in my task.

Hahahaha.

Tomorrow only show the pics.

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. 

1. Crazy stuff u did before.

Kissing everybody I see? LOL

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
Eat and sleep

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?

Erm, don't prefer to.

4. What would u do if u were to die tomorrow ?
This question is so lame already. every tags has this question. don't wanna answer.

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?

Sure. =)

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?

I think so.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
Money? no larrrrrr. erm. LOVE.

8. What do you feel like doing right now ?
Go out to uncle's house to get the DSLR my cousin bro is lending me.

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?

sure.

10. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.

Humourous.

Smart.

Thinks according to common sense.

Don't merajuk too much. Well, I mean can merajuk la. But not too much.

Likes FOOD. =D

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
DUMB.

SENSELESS.

12. What do you think is your purpose in life?

To live and fulfill all my wishes.

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
Like ManShean says, I don't wanna get myself into jail.

14. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
RICE.

15. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick

HAPPY. 

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
I wouldn't wanna change anything, because I am what I am. 

17. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?

Myself.

18. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
梁静茹's 属于。 because I'm listening to it. LOL

19. What is the one thing you love about yourself?

Again?

My whole body laaaaaaaaaaaa.

20. Do u think ur Life is meaningful enough ??
I think so. Do you?

I would pick

1.) everybody in shapo club.

2.)man shean

3.)xi yi

4.)carmen

5.)ethan

6.)ryan